This boy has been my one and only my boyfriend everything to me for 14 amazing months. But let me tell you our story: I moved to Florida about a year and a half ago. I was so depressed about leaving all of my friends after 10 years and having to start over anew in such a country town (i live on a ranch now, completely opposite to what I am used to). Whatever. On my second day in history class my teacher calls on a student in the back, I turn around to be respectful and listen to the speaker and I have to do a double take. The kid that was speaking was so incredibly gorgeous it literally took my breath away. I went home that day and told my mom about him and told her “I have a feeling something will happen between us” I didn’t know what at the time but I knew something was going to happen. Then when we did group projects in class (which was pretty often) we ALWAYS got paired up together. It was like God wanted us to be together, and I wasn’t that religious back then at all. Then I told my new found friends about my little crush and they told me he was so funny and such a great guy and they would talk to him for me (I was a sophomore give me a break). The subject kind of died after that. At the spring football game, I was asked for my number… not by him but from a different football player… However, on the bus home, my friend ran up to me telling me my crush wanted my number! So obviously I gave it to him. Sadly we didn’t get to talk that night even though he claims he tried to text me. But the next day another sign from God took place. I was going to a public pool with the girls and I just so happened to forget my money. So I ran in really quickly to get it and a little I’m bubble popped up on my Facebook page just as I walked into my room. And guess who it was… Sam (: I told him I couldn’t talk but he could text me. That day he asked me on our first date and that first date was unforgettable. Even a year and two months later and we are still so in love<3
This boy has been my one and only my boyfriend everything to...
This guy’s room is always dirty. But I help him keep it...
This guy’s room is always dirty. But I help him keep it clean.
Since 4.23.2011
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“I was scared to start, now I’m scared to let...
“I was scared to start, now I’m scared to let go.” - 1222091758.
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Her - xzelle.tumblr.com
First Love
I have had 2 significant others. Not just girlfriend but people I truly cared for, spent a long time with, and saw myself falling in love with. I have to admit to myself that them alone, made the biggest impact on my heart, even if they ended poorly. Sarah… Was almost a two year long relationship with secrets about each other that others never knew at time and some that others still may not know. I won’t go into detail out of respect. We both were young. We shared all our thoughts. Saw each other as much as possible. It’s funny… She once said “isnt it weird that our hands lace so perfectly together?” I put a gentle smile on my face and agreed. The thoughts caught up with what she had said and I knew, in that moment, we felt something for each other that others dream of. I supported her every decision and she supported mine. I would have walked to the ends of the Earth for her just to see her smile or laugh as how she always did. There was something about her that made me hold on to all those memories even after we were through and even now. After 1 year and 11 months, she cheated on me. I asked myself every day “why?” I still have no answers. True love is one of the rarest emotions for humans and we all experience it differently so there are no reasons are answers often. I wouldn’t mind still knowing the answer. Thoughts from depression and realization clouded my mind. Maybe she never really loved me. Maybe she did but didn’t realize it until it was done. Or perhaps she did realize it but felt trapped and made a mistake. If that last one was the case, though, then was there an opportunity for another chance? I would have taken it. I often wonder how long she thought about me until I became a distant memory locked away. There’s a difference between having a deep caring and a true love for someone. Maybe those three words were only meant for me to say but without those words being said in return. Maybe I was meant to hear them. Truth is hard to find in a word like love. Often times the word is construed into our own beliefs rather than the true meaning. I’m not going to say I am hung up on her because it was years ago. I was hung up for a while because I could not rid the pain and ache in my heart. But I have accepted that we will not see each other again, kiss, embrace, or even talk to each other. I’m okay with it but I have these random occasional thoughts about her. I wonder how she is doing and what she is up to. Nothing serious usually. I just don’t understand why those rare thoughts come in when time has healed all wounds from that even with it being years of time. Am I holding on to memories/thoughts in t he back of my mind to embody hope of finding that feeling again. Or is it the simple fact that she was my first love? Ha. Its funny because we used to argue over who lived the other more like most do. I guess won. Even if I didn’t win, I’d still have no way of knowing. I guess closure is more important when it comes to love than I originally thought. I feel as if I only knew the real, true reason why she cheated, then I would know whether she truly loved me or not. It could have been my fault. We were starting to fight… I can’t remember, for the life of me, what it was about. It really must have not been important at all. Hell… I don’t remember the specifics of any single bad thing with her… Except the day we split up but that’ll come later. I guess jealousy started to take over me, though. I handled it better than most others but there’s still no room for jealousy in a relationship. I feel as if it was nothing more than an ‘extra’ compared to the lead role of the cause of us splitting up. Our actions are powered by something, right? Did I power it? Did others? Or did she, alone, decide with no influence? After a few fights it was clear, or so we thought at the time, that we needed a break. Keep in mind, after the break started, we only talked on the phone. At first I figured we wouldn’t but she called me wanting to talk after the break started. We talked every night for hours as if nothing had changed. At first, I was weary of this, though, because it hurt so much to talk to my loved one when I wasn’t even hers and she wasn’t mine anymore. My weariness dissipated after the first hour. I never would’ve believed it was going to be for good, though, since we were once considered the happiest couple who truly cared for each other and experienced what most others have never experienced at our young age. I didn’t realize it then but now I realize since we both felt deeply about each other, we needed to talk every night to get through it, even if we were done for good. The nights during our “break” weren’t really arguments but more of an attempt to mend our relationship. We told truths and revealed secrets. I was told truths that made me bite my tongue. I was told secrets that angered me because I cared about her so much. Sometimes,and I admit, I overreacted instead of reassuring her it was okay. I wish I would have never overreacted. I wish I had the knowledge I own now back then. I told her secrets and truths about me that were mere particals compared to hers. Maybe my past was not that exciting at the time to dig dip and share something she didn’t know for I had told her the most of me. She had secrets hidden deep, though. The kind of secrets that are never shared, not even with family, best friends, or boyfriends until there is true feeling and one hundred percent trust. The fact that she told me her secrets lead me to believe she truly loved me, although others will disagree. It progressed for a few days and hope began to take shape in my grasp. but unfortunately things began to spiral down and the momentum was too much to stop. The hope slowly slipped away. Pills came into play around a week later. There were nights where she only had moments of true lucidity and some nights where she was lucid without memorizing all we talked about. I loved her, though. I wasn’t going to give up on her, ever. I continued to talk to her on the phone whether she was lucid or not. I even began staying up on the phone every night, all night, while she slept to make sure she was okay. She wanted me to as well, at the time. I would never break a promise with the ones I love so I promised. One night she fell asleep on the phone and I shortly after broke down that night, listening to her subtle breath as she was in slumber. It may sound childish or lame to others but I a box of notes, pictures, and cards that she had given me. I even kept movie tickets and other objects that held memories and meaning. I had planned to make a notebook (I kind of made a smaller version before) for our two year with a story of us. I was going to make a page in chronological order of the stuff I had saved. I was going to paste our first movie ticket together with a couple lines talking about what happened that night and so on with that. I also wrote 100 reasons why I loved her (from small stuff like the way she smiled or danced to music to big stuff like accepting me for me and always trying to understand everything) with lame/terrible drawings that I knew she’d find cute. The back had poems I had written to her. I was going to give her a poem each week to add. I created a concrete poem once in the shape of a heart and printed it out. I taped a heart pendant necklace around the outside so the chain made a heart. I was going to have the poem reprinted (cause she had the original copy on her wall) and put it in the back cover while the front had pictures of us. It sounds as if I have gone off subject but I didn’t because all of that stuff was in the box I was looking at before I broke down. I couldn’t handle it… She was hurting me so bad and she never knew it. I never walked away either, though, because I suppose I still had hope. I had once heard that hope is the last thing always worth fighting for when there’s nothing else left. The hope, instead, kept me away from accepting the possible truth that it was over. Using hope to fight back against our tragedy was a lost cause, although, I was blind to it. I say that but another part of me wants to say there was hope there for she would slip up sometimes and.say “I love you.” However, I never knew how lucid she was when that came out. I remember her saying it the night I broke down before she fell asleep. Plunging through the box of movie tickets, pictures, and cards I came across the most beautiful picture of her she had given me. She had a gentle, warm smile in it with her golden, long hair slightly curled. She looked absolutely radiant in the photograph as if she had captured a true part of her and her beautiful personality in it. Tears began to stream down my face from seeing her beauty. Out of pain and agony I threw the box across the room and began to sob repeatedly asking “why. I’m so sorry Sarah. Please forgive me for the fights. I love you so much.” I still had not gotten off the phone because I promised her I would stay on and make sure everything was okay. I just pulled the voice capture side further away. I cried, continuing to ask for another chance as if I was talking to god, although at the time, I wasn’t sure what I believed. I continued to break down crying, talking to nothing, and feeling so sick to my stomach. I said that I loved her and was about to say more until a voice from the other side said “I know.” She had heard a lot of it… She said that she loved me too completely lucid. You couldn”t imagine the jump-start my heart felt. We weren’t even together anymore but hearing those words made me understand completely why love is something something so beautiful. Love can be pure bliss or a devastating tragedy. However the reality was we were still split up and that soon set in after that we were. I never truly understood why she wanted me so bad when we were split up and also when she was consuming pills. It’s as if she wanted the pills to forget the pain of the break up but at the same time, talk to me because we were the first to love of our friends at that time so no one truly knew or understood. Either way, it was all hurting me so bad. The break up, her depression, and pills. There was a separate night I stayed up on the phone all night while she was sleeping. She woke up confused and scared. She acted as if we have never met screaming in almost tears “who are you?” Over and over again. I was scared because she was completely lost and I didn’t know how to bring her back. I kept telling her who I was and kept trying to explain who exactly I am to her. She eventually, after about forty full minutes calmed down. She didn’t say much and drifted back to sleep. I loved her, though, and if staying there through all that is considered crazy then I guess its true. Love makes you do crazy things. This story only gets more sad, unfortunately….. A little while after that, we drifted. She began to move on. We had the occasional run ins and chats… But she returned all the items I had given her after 10 months after us splitting up. After receiving back all the stuff I had given her, I felt as if I had given her a piece of my heart that was never truly healed from our break up. This is a part of my past I remember vividly and I feel as if I will always remember. I was young and I had found love but it’s all over now. It may not be a happy love story, but it is about love.
by anonymous
a Ring is not important in a relationship, I think that Love,...
a Ring is not important in a relationship, I think that Love, Trust and Loyalty and everything like that are more important.. ♥
by joannemoreno
It took a near death experience with a car crash incident w. me...
It took a near death experience with a car crash incident w. me in it to tell me he liked me on December 4, 2009.
It changed my life.
My first, my last, and my only TRUE love :)
Jan. 08. 2010 <3
1. I completely understand where you are right now, and I have a...
1. I completely understand where you are right now, and I have a feeling he does too. The good thing is, you can have the best of both worlds. If you don’t want a relationship, you don’t have to have one. But you also don’t have to push him away. You can just have fun! Don’t do anything serious because you’re not ready to love again, but you can still go out with him and have fun with him, because I can see you both like each other very much.
2. My boyfriend is 3 hours away from me, and this is the best relationship of my life. Yes, it is worth it. And if you both want to try it out, a relationship can work despite the distance.
5142011
5142011 <3 happy 3 months.
There’s no one else in the world that I would be with than you.
him: none
her: uncensoredlips
This is my quirky, loving, amazing boyfriend. He makes everyday...
This is my quirky, loving, amazing boyfriend. He makes everyday that much more interesting.
I fought for him for 2 years, and finally he’s...
When love is not madness, it is not love. For more love quotes ,...
When love is not madness, it is not love.
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that girl up there, the one im leaning on. yes thats my...
that girl up there, the one im leaning on. yes thats my bestfriend, my heart, basically my everything. when i say this girl knows everything about me i mean EVERYTHING. you know when you plan your future with someone & in the back of yuor head you think to yourself if that person will actually be there?..well for her i dont think twice, i know for a fact she will always forever be my bestfriend. friendship never meant so much to me until i met her, lalala Jordanne Rodriguez <3
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This is my boyfriend and I. The reason for all of the boxes is...
This is my boyfriend and I. The reason for all of the boxes is because he was moving when this picture was taken. He lives in another state now, but I still see him. Once school starts I know that will change. But it’s okay for now. We’ve been dating for almost 5 months now, but we’ve been best friends for about 8. He’s the most important thing in my life, and I wouldn’t change that for anything. He’s the only person who can make me smile for no reason. I can’t live without him. I love you Michael. I always will.
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True love happens when you least expect it.
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Young, Long Distance Love From the mind of a girl who spent...
Young, Long Distance Love
From the mind of a girl who spent three of her high school years in a relationship with a boy 1200 miles away.
When you’re in a long distance relationship, especially at a young age, you choose to give up a lot of things. You choose to give up the normal high school dating experience, and all of it’s bullshit. You give up a lot of attention. You give up time for your old friends and some opportunities to make new ones. You give up going to dances and parties with the one person who you wish could take you. You give up a lot [not all, cause God knows I’ve still managed to mess up] of the freedom to be irresponsible and make mistakes. Because you need to be an extra reliable partner.
If you really want your long distance relationship to be successful, yes, you do give up a lot. And the sacrifice, honestly, is not for everyone. A lot of people say they want a fulfilling relationship, but they don’t have the maturity, dedication, or discipline to make this kind especially last. Nor do they have the sense to maintain a sort of balance between those who are immediately in front of them and the one who is far away.
But my point is. Amongst all the sacrifice. If you can pull through. You gain something many people don’t. You learn lessons in love most people around you can’t even imagine. Your significant other will truly be your best friend. And you can say that every day, you get stronger and make progress.
This is what we do on Friday nights.. He’s so ridiculous...
This is what we do on Friday nights..
He’s so ridiculous and everything that I would ever want.
He’s my best friend :).
This is my boyfriend, Josh and I, and I made this cheesey video...
This is my boyfriend, Josh and I, and I made this cheesey video for our 6 months on the 17th<3
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2. It’s possible your feelings are returning for this other guy. It’s normal to enjoy talking to him, but if you don’t want anything to interfere with your current relationship, then you might want to consider at least not talking to him as much as you are now.
We may be more than two hundred miles away from each other, but...
We may be more than two hundred miles away from each other, but that doesnt stop us from loving each other. It’s been 19 months and even though we had a rough month, we are stronger than ever. I can’t wait to see you again, Michael. Stay with me forever? <3
Nothing could explain our love besides fate. If one thing before...
Nothing could explain our love besides fate. If one thing before we met had happened differently in our lives, we probably would have never met. I thank God everyday that I got blessed with such an amazing guy. We have our ups and downs. We fight, argue, and disagree just like everyone else. But throughout it all, there’s no one else we’d rather be with. I can honestly say, he’s the love of my life. Not only is he my boyfriend, but he’s also my best friend. I can confide anything and everything in him. He surprises me all the time with my favourite foods, and nothing beats a kiss on the forehead and snuggling with him whenever I’m down. I’m still really young, and I haven’t fully experienced everything life has to offer. But one thing’s for sure. I definitely want him always next to me as I continue growing as a person. He’s taught me so much about myself, and because of him I’ve learned to become a more strong, independent, and confident young woman.
With our type of love, forever ain’t enough.
Since 02.14.11
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