This is me and my aunt . Shes 24 & im 13 , Her names Stephanie & she has down syndrome .

When i look at her , i know shes different but shes like any other person in this world . She’s HUMAN , shes my BESTFRIEND . Ever since i was little she always kept me company . I would be able to tell her anything and she wouldnt judge me . I love having her around she makes always me laugh . When im sad she can cheer me up like no problem. In my family shes the closest person to me . A bestfriend is someone who’s there for you through thick and thin . Who doesnt judge you for your own opinion . She’s ALL those things and im glad to have her by my side (: I love her forever & always . <3

Stephanie : http://itsstephaaaaanie.tumblr.com/

Alyssa(Me) : http://hayitsalyssa.tumblr.com

I use to believe that the perfect relationship has no imperfections. Therefore in the old Renee, I never fix my errors and problems: trust issues, fear of being lonely issues, fear of commitment issues, etc.

But now that I have/met someone who sees beyond my imperfections, I have to fix my mistakes. I don’t live in a perfect world. Not every day is going to be bright and sunny: rain happens.

My advice for all the young girls looking for love, don’t look for perfection as in tall, muscular, athlete, etc. Look for the guy who puts you over everything. The guy who understands and sees potential in you. The guy who envisions his future with you.

Its better to save your time for something worth wild than to waste it on temporary foolishness.

Me: reneebabyee.tumblr.com Him: themisleadchild.tumblr.com

Heart beating a gentle pace
Speeding up, red in the face
Heart racing with each touch
Nothing has been said much
Connection is what we feel
Nothing can break that seal
Pounding against it’s cage
Like a beast full of rage
Gradually creeping out
The thing we can’t figure out
The BURSTS we fall…
Deep in love it’s what we call
But difficult it is
Doubts and worries is all it is
Then replay like a broken record
Promises and lies is all that’s heard
We tend to deny the fact
That our love can’t be forever intact
We slip and we stumble
Until eventually we crumble
Two hearts once one
In unison… till none.

http://jujumonstaah.tumblr.com/

Finally<3

After eight days of not being together, my boyfriend and I will finally be reunited…even if it’s only for fourteen hours. I head back to school tomorrow, and even though he’s not officially coming back till Friday, he’s driving down to DC from Pittsburgh (five hour drive) just so he can see me. It’s crazy how much we miss each other. I guess it’s just really hard because we are usually together every single day. I cannot wait to wrap my arms around him again, kiss him, and sleep with him at night. It’s going to suck saying goodbye to him on Monday morning, but I know we’ll only have to wait until Friday to see each other again. I’m so thankful for him. He’s seriously so amazing. I’ve never had anyone who would ever do something like this for me. This is why I love this guy<3

(That picture is our relationship in a nutshell haha)

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She’s the Ron to my Harry. Best friends, eleven years in the making.

by wiz-cailley-fa

by Fraser James

There’s too much blood in my alcohol
I have never been to Glasgow, and I’m not starting now
Now my face is burnt and your jeans are torn
Get the rose down, act like one of my boys

And we stayed up all night, until the morning light came pouring through
No this just ain’t right, cos I swear to god I’m here with you
I can’t breath now you’re lying next to me
I’ve been dreaming about this day all year

You’ve got your gym bag on, full of all your pretty clothes
Get in my blue car so I can take you home
you want your ray bans on that you lost before
but knowing you, you know they’re scattered on someone’s floor

And we stayed up all night, until the morning light came pouring through
No this just ain’t right, It feels so good just lying there with you
I can’t breath now you’re lying right next to me
I’ve been dreaming about this day all year long

Draco Malfoy there, otherwise known as Olivia, is my best friend. She was the only thing I had during one of the toughest times of my life. She’s family, as far as I’m concerned. When I had no friends but her, the only thing keeping me happy and alive were out three hour phonecalls every Friday. I don’t know what I’d do without her. In a few weeks we’ll be apart for the first time ever, when I move seven hours south for college. I’ll miss her so much it’s insane. I love her so dearly, and I know not being able to swing by and leave silly gifts in her mailbox will get me down. But we’ll get through because that’s what best friends do.

by ihopetherespudding 

Thank you. :)

These two people have the cutest friendship as f. They met in middle school and now college is just a month away ! She works so hard to keep him and he makes her so happy. Their friendship gives me hope!!! :D

http://kimb0bvo.tumblr.com
http://kyletagupa.tumblr.com 

Sometimes, I prefer my own company. The main reason for this is that nobody can hurt you when you’re on your own. You can lie there in complete solitude and not feel a thing. No touch, no feel. Sometimes I reach a point where I am in complete control of my emotions, because nobody is there to alter my thoughts. I give myself advice, I talk to myself in my head and I convince myself that if I wish hard enough to be happy, then I will be. Because Ican. I can do that when I’m on my own.
Sometimes, I reach a point where I am numb. Likewise, no touch, no feel. It can be good for a bit but if I lie there for long enough, I get an overwhelming desire to feel something. Physically. I can dig my nails into my skin and drag them slowly. I can repeatedly punch myself in the same place until a dark spot will mark it’s territory. In these moments, I am allowed control over my physical pain. Scars that may be left were left there by choice, because I chose to put them there. I controlled that choice and I controlled that pain. Emotional pain is something of a different kind. It is a lot more difficult to control and it requires more effort. Most people tend to give up, accept it and wallow in their misery.

I remember when he asked me to spend the night. I didn’t have to go, I had the choice. I knew exactly how I would feel the next day and still I went. I remember the feeling of his hands through my hair and his lips and teeth on my neck and I particularly remember his nails digging into my bare back like he didn’t want to let go. Sometimes when I’m on my own, I try to imitate it. I dig my own nails into my own skin and I drag it and I close my eyes and I pretend it’s him. But it doesn’t feel the same. I remember lying next to him in his bed and he smiled at me and in that exact moment, I felt true happiness. The world started to move away from us and in a sea of sheets, we were safe. Nobody else mattered any more and everything I felt in that moment was because of him. I lost control of it all that night. I made the choice to. I chose to sleep in his arms and I chose to believe a lie. I chose to, despite the fact that I knew I would no longer exist to him the next day. I chose to let him take a part of my soul and not return it.

Now, when I lie in my bedroom on my own, I think about him. I find it extremely difficult not to. I imagine him asking me to stay the night again and I imagine kissing him again and I imagine him holding onto me as though he can’t bare to let me go. Sometimes, I imagine so hard that it becomes an expectation, and I wait. And when it doesn’t happen, I think. I think too much to the point of over-analysing. I assess every moment, I wonder what I did wrong and I wish that I had said something else. And then I feel sad because I know that the past is irreversible and I know that I don’t mean anything to him anymore.

I remember when I got out of bed at half 3 in the morning to go and see him because he asked me to. I remember falling asleep with him on the grass at 2 in the morning. I remember him making me a promise that he would never hurt me.

It scares me that another human being, just like myself, has the ability to make me feel like this. It amazes me how I cannot control my emotional pain. It is my mind, it is my body and yet I still don’t have full control. And just because I am used to it, doesn’t mean it doesn’t hurt.Sometimes, when I am on my own, I want him to hurt me. Because I want to know that I still cross his mind.
I find it almost comical that he is so unaware of the hold that he has on me. And I am trying to let go because I have the choice to.

The sharp stab of emotional pain is not chosen. However, suffering from it is. I am going to be okay because I will choose to be.

by dark-b-l-u-e

This is the wonderful family my Aunt Traci & Uncle Randy have created. They may seem normal… they’re just faking those smiles for the camera, right? I would disagree, 100%. My Uncle & Aunt have been married for over 25 years. They were married when my Aunt was 18, & my Uncle was 21. No one thought they would last. It was just a high school romance, nothing more. They’ll be divorced sooner than most. 

They have literally been through it all. They’ve been dirt poor; they’ve had to move all the time because my uncle was in the military. My Uncle was an alcoholic for many of those years. My Aunt was working 60+ hour weeks for many of those years. 

But their love was so incredibly strong for each other. They have withstood the test of time, the greatest obstacle for love.    When they look at each other, even to this day, i can tell they still love each other as much as the day they took their vows. When they talk to each other, it’s such a wonderful dialogue. 

Seeing a love like that, it gives me hope that there is true love out there. A love that can withstand anything. 

by crawlingfromhell

It’s the scariest thing ever to realize how much someone means to you. When it hits you, I mean really hits you, all these thoughts and questions rush through your head at once. A sad emotion even starts to creep on you slowly inch by inch as you start to wonder.

What if for some reason things don’t work out? How are you possibly going to live without them?

Someone that was once a stranger now is the only person you know like the back of your hand. Someone you once had no emotions for, now has the power to break your heart. Someone you used to never hangout with, now owns most of your time. Someone that you thought you’d never love, owns your entire heart. Someone you once lived without, you now wish to hold on forever.

http://fckyeahmemories.tumblr.com/

One Year 

In July I messaged you. My best friend told me about you and we owe her our lives. i love you Erica Malacas :) Anyway we had the longest on going facebook messaging conversation known to man. And from there we talked everyday for hours. I was interested in you

That same month I met you for the first time. You have me butterflies because you were so damn cute. I liked you

Mid July I introduced you you my father. We had an amazing day together and you had one on one time with my dad. I wanted to get closer to you

That same day we had our first kiss. It was so innocent and beautiful and that was it. I fell for you.

In August we snuck out at 1 am and went to the soccer turf to look at the stars. We snuck out sooo many times in august and had the best time together. We laughed and listened to the music on your phone and cuddled together <3 I had the biggest crush on you

But on August 10th , one day out of the many times we snuck out, we made it official. We were crazy about each other and we couldn’t wait to be in a relationship. You asked me if I wanted to be your girlfriend. I said yes with my whole heart. on 8.10.10, i knew this was special

And ever since then we share this amazing relationship. Through the ups and downs , we never once let that weaken what we have. Although its a year now, it feels like I met you yesterday which really blows my mind. I still melt every time I hear you laugh and I still get super excited every time you call me :) I get the same tickle on the side of my stomach when I’m with you and I still get the extreme urge to tackle you when I see you<3 

I know I’m young and others think I’m completely insane for falling into this lovey dovey stuff. But before This guy right here, I was a bitter and heartless. And i cringed at the thought of anything mushy or anything related to love. But I became the person I swore to myself I would never become. All because God blessed me with this amazing guy , my best friend, my boyfriend, and my fiance. I love you<3

by ambermarie-martinez

This is me and my fiance Logan. We’ve been “friends” for 8 years. The first time I met him, I knew what love at first site was. Unfortunately timing wasn’t right for us back then. We wanted each other but we were so young (and dumb) 3 years ago I got married to the boy I went out with in high school…I knew within 2 months that I wasn’t happy and neither was he. We weren’t in love the way people who are married should be. So we divorced. Logan was there to catch me. He became everything I ever needed and more. He has saved me in so many ways, with helping me get off drugs and to stop self-harming. He took me to the spot where we had our first kiss recently and proposed. We couldn’t be happier. <3

by burn-out-not-fade-away

I never thought I would find someone as perfect as him. He is my whole life.We do everything together, we are in a band together, we play x-box and psp together, we watch star wars together. He has shown me the meaning of the word love.He is my soul mate, I want to be with him  forever and eternity. No words will ever amount to how much i love him, i could type on here forever. I am the luckiest girl alive to find love like this and to find him.

by awaramoungsthestars 

I suppose you can say we fell in love unintentionally.

We met through Habbo Hotel but only began speaking to each other via instant messaging a year later. It took three long years for the both of us to finally admit our feelings for each other. I have tried so many times to move on, in search for something—someone better, but how can you do better when you already have the best? We finally decided to meet face-to-face soon after, and two wonderful years with him by my side have gone by. I still get that “butterflies in the stomach-breath taking-can’t wipe this stupid smile off my face-heart warming” feeling with every moment I spend with him.

With him, I feel like everything will be okay, and I believe that we can conquer anything. I love him with every fiber of my being and will continue to do so, because, well…it’s always been him. It always will be him. He will forever hold my heart.   

by emplusjay 

the girl, the reason im smiling everyday. sometimes without her even trying, im still smiling. she’s the apple to my eye. i love her so much. the smile that she have can lighten up my day. her voice is what i wanna hear everyday before i went to bed. her eyes are the most beautiful eyes ever. her hugs are warm and comforting and what i needed most when im down. we joke, we tease each other and laugh so hard when we meet. every meet up is always meaningful. something to look forward to everytime. and will always be remember. she accepts me for who i am. with all my flaws, she still cares and loves me with all she got. she’s have always been my listening ears to all my rants. thankyou bb. for being there when i need someone and assuring that everything would be okay. she gives me a reason to anticipate waking up every morning. waking up to her text every morning is something i always look forward to. i would keep looking at my phone just to wait for her replies and have the smile on my face when she does. she makes me proud of everything she do such as her commitment to her family and studies. she would always insist on saying ‘no’ everytime i compliment on how beautiful she looks. but for the fact of the matter, you really are beautiful love. so just darn beautiful. thank you making me feel loved and making me feel comfortable around your family. being with you is just so perfect. you make me the happiest when im with you. and you’re so faithful. there’s no reason why i dont love you.

my girlfriend, my buddy. my only one. my sweetheart. my everything. i love you so much. xoxoxoxo.
thankyou my dearest. ♥ ♥ ♥

by definitelymaybeyeah

My name is Taylor(left) and this is my girlfriend angelica(right). i love her more than anything. She has made me such a happy person, and puts up with my bullshit. I honestly couldnt ask for a more beautiful, awesome girlfriend. We have so many memories and i hope many many many more to come. she’s my everything<3

my tumblr- isthiswhatwehopedforr.tumblr.com

her tumblr-gohardyoungg.tumblr.com

On and off relationships. They’re a challenge, but as long as you know your feelings for each other, you can make it. This silly boy is the love of my life, my best friend, my everything. He’s beautiful inside and out.

lilybabee.tumblr.com

The very first time I laid eyes on her was in the beginning of high school. We had art class together and that’s were we started to talk. For the rest of the year we hanged out mostly in art class. Sophomore year and Junior year we didn’t talk much because we didn’t have class together. When junior year was over, I started to change my image. My braces came off, I let my hair loose because I would always have it up in a pony tail so I decided to cut my hair short and I started to wear different clothes. I started to get notice by girls. But she noticed me a lot more. In summer school she would always hug me and say, “I love the way you smell” and she would look at me and smile. I would smile back :)

Senior year was different. We had more classes together that year and we talked a lot more than before. Talking turned into long conversations, then into flirting, then into deep eye contact, and then into kissing! After school we would hang out and then we started to make out in her car.  It felt right being with her but I was dating somebody at that time and it made it so complicated.  She knew that I was with another girl and she hated me for that. I hated myself too because I knew I like being with her but I was being stupid dating somebody that didn’t make me happy.  She disliked my blindness, so we stopped flirting, making out and talking. I didn’t feel right to stop being with her. I didn’t want to stop so I decide not too.

One night we both went to a party and she looked so BEAUTIFUL. I couldn’t resist anymore.  I started to drink and I got a little tipsy. And when I was alone with her, I couldn’t take it anymore and I kissed her. I wanted to be with her, so that night she took me to her house and we did the unthinkable :) It was just amazing waking up next to her. I will never forget that night. A couple days after that perfect night, I ended the relationship with the other girl. After that me and her were inseparable. I started to sneak out of my house to be with her.  And one night I slept with her and had an amazing night ;) The next day we hanged out and had such a great day. Before the day ended I hugged her and told her in her ear I Love You <3. That was the first time I said it. That same day we officially became a couple on 4/20/11 :)

All of this was unexpected but I believe that the best things in life comes when you least expect it. She has defiantly been the best thing that has happen to me. She gives me a feeling I have never felt before. She’s the only girl that knows how to make me smile and she always manages to make me happy every single day. She’s the only girl that makes my heart beat faster and slower. My heart only beats for her and my eyes only see her. It feels so right being with her and loving her but to others it’s wrong. There are a lot of people that are against our relationship but I can careless because I know they can’t separate us. I would do anything to make my girl the happiest girl in this world. There’s nothing more beautiful than seeing my girl smile. And when she’s happy I’m happy, when she’s sad I’m sad. We do everything together and tell each other everything. With her I feel like everything is possible. I feel so blessed and lucky to her in my life. She’s the most beautiful girl inside and out. Somewhere or somehow I fell in love with her :) she stole my <3

Baby I know I piss you off and you piss me off sometimes but always remember that I love you and that’s all that really matters. I wanted to do this so the people who see this know our story and  that we truly love each other. You are the only one. You’re my everything. I only want you and I can’t wait to spend the future with you. I love you :)   -Michelle

by alwaysemz