heart knows no distance..

I am from Mexico… Of all this people in the world it had to happen to me. Not that I regret it, I just find it weird. He’s across the sea, we have been talking for a while now and suddenly he became pretty much my entire world. I think about him all the time, when we talk, I can’t stop smiling…

I don’t know if it’s love, but I feel it is actually love… May some of you have read that ‘poet’s advice’ from E.E cummings, it taught me something I now understand… I can’t know if I am in love with him, but I feel it, there’s something about the way he talks to me, makes my heart drop to my feet and when he says something cute I feel the biggest hole in my stomach, it sounds weird and probably bad, but… Love doesn’t have to be cute nor… perfect, there are no rainbows in the sky once you figured it out, there’s only that person, it feels like there’s nothing beyond, you know you have problems just like everybody else but… it doesn’t matter… 
We’re so far away that I think he won’t wait for me… It saddens me. But apart from that… I think I might go to see him next year… I don’t care if it’s a lot of money or if it’s stupid, love has nothing to do with thinking, like I said, love’s about feeling, it needs to be felt, whatever your brain has to say, it can wait, it says a lot of things everyday and the heart only speaks every once in a while, so you better take the chance and listen to it.