About 2 years ago I fell hopelessly in love. I met her and conversed with her for about 2 weeks straight, while I was in Las Vegas. She drew and painted me many things that week, and when I got back, I knew I had to make a move. The next 8 months were difficult, she went to a different school. But, when I saw her, it was like love was spontaneously combusted right between us. I loved her with my entire heart. She took care of me when I was sick, as I loaned her my jacket when it was cold. I made mistakes, many of them, and I paid. Thus we haven’t been together for 2 years, and everyone tells me how wrong it is to continue to hope in the back of my mind that she’ll fall back in love with me some day. She has a new boyfriend, and it hurts me. I try to convince myself to move on, and to stop wasting time, but I think about her daily. I remember the times we’ve had. I remember making a fire in my fireplace when she came over to watch a movie. I remember going on walks on the beach at sunset. I still have both of the pictures we took as the sun was setting on the beach which we both set as our backgrounds on our phones. It pains me to know that I think about you so often, yet you probably don’t even care for me in the slightest. I wish that you realize how much I love you. And in the back of my mind I hope that one day you will be back in my arms, and we can forget about these past two years that have been haunting me. by anon p.s. this blog is an amazing source of inspiration.
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