Why you? I first fell for you in seventh grade, then again in eighth grade, again in ninth grade, and now yet another year later I’m struggling with keeping my feelings under control. It’s been four years, four years. All it took was a simple conversation, you looking into my eyes, and smiling at me yesterday in English. It’s sent me so much closer to the edge, I don’t know what to do or how to feel. It was always on and off, for both of us. Everytime we danced I felt like my heart was going to leap out of my chest. Everyone tells me you’re an arrogant jerk and that I shouldn’t like you. My brain knows I shouldn’t but my heart can’t help it. I just want to get over you once and for all because I know we will never be together, no matter how perfect we are for each other. When someone says your name, I automatically say “eww”, but inside I feel myself die a little inside. I always wonder if I ever cross your mind, if you still feel the same emotions of regret and longing. You are the one I will probably never completely get over, you’re the one that got away, and you’re the one that will always have the piece of my heart that I won’t ever get back.
by anonymous