Let me start off by saying, I am a bitch. I am moody and stubborn and absolutely crazy.
But.. I am lucky.
I don’t deserve what I have.
I am completely in love with my high school sweetheart :) my long-haired, hilarious, handsome, smart, giving, humble, loving, STRONG best friend and boyfriend Kenneth James.
I’ve made our story crazy. It has not been an easy 3 years for us. But God, it has been worth it.
Kenny has shown me grace. He has shown me that a messed up, chaotic, haunted girl can be fully and completely loved for being just that. He has made me into the better me.
He sacrifices for me. He has pulled me out of the darkest moods, he has held me as I bawled my eyes out over my broken relationships. He has held my hand through other guys, heartache, death, and countless old depressed ramblings. He’s celebrated at countless softball games, entertained me at work, even babysat my siblings.
I don’t know what I would be without him.
Because of him, I’m not afraid to smile anymore. Not in the morning or even those moments alone deep into the darkness. The nightmares are gone now, the ones at night AND during the day. He is the best dream-catcher.
He is selfless and Godly. He has made the step up in our relationship to cut out all the physical stuff. He wants to protect me from ourselves. He wants to protect my purity, my innocence. His heart for this has shown even more how deep his love is for me and it has been my reassurance through every struggle.
I know you may not believe in God, but there is no doubt when I am around Kenny. I have literally thought to myself “God loves me more than Kenny does, yet I cannot imagine the profound infinite depth of that love.” I am left speechless at the fact that he has drawn me closer in my relationship with God by just loving me. By honoring me, treating me like a princess, and forgiving me before I even screw up, he has revealed more of God’s character to me.
I AM SO UNBELIEVABLY LUCKY.
Our years together have been filled with countless memories, stories, laughter, and kisses. Now we’re taking on college together, and are stronger than ever.
I know it’s been a crazy time babe, but we’re going to make it. I believe in you, I believe in US. I love you Kenny James W. I’m sorry for all the mistakes I have made in our relationship. I will forever be trying to be better for you.
xoxo.,
Bria.
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but back off ladies, hes MINE ;)