I have followed this blog for a long time hoping one day I’ll be able to post my own story with the person I love the most.
But right now I’m not posting about our story yet..
I am posting to inspire couples out there to keep holding on, even if trials may come along your way.
Not too long ago, I had to break up with my boyfriend of four months due to religious reasons. A decision that tore me apart and broke the heart of the person I love the most. We had agreed on remaining and acting like friends for the meantime till the right time comes when we can be together again.
As you can imagine this isn’t easy. I love him so much that it hurts not being able to say it, not being able to tell him i miss him despite it killing me.. us.
this conversation was from this morning:
him: “sorry to call you babe on the phone, it’s a little hard to get used to that. I’ll get it though. I’m sorry.”
me: “hey, i dont mind. Sometimes we just need to call each other that. Don’t feel like you have to stop yourself every single time. Do call me that whenever you remember, do tell me you love me whenever you remember. Trust me babe, right now its the only thing I live by.”
him: “I remember every time I talk to you. You have asked for us not to do that. I’m just saying it’s a habit I’m trying to break for now”
-he’s not very sweet when it comes to words but by far that was the most sweetest thing’s he’s ever said to me because I felt it, even if he was far, even if he couldn’t say it, I knew in his heart he loves me.
I know this note might never get posted, but if anyone happens to see this and you’re going through a rough patch with someone you love, just remember, don’t give up. love is stronger than distance. and like he said to me last night
“this is a trial we must overcome.”
by anonymous