so we met last year around this time. we knew each other through classes, but never really got close until we both went to a friends birthday party. after that day, we exchanged numbers and started texting. we started texting everyday. i could tell he started to like me. i was the only girl he talked too a lot. but he wasn’t my type.
my friends told me i was too outgoing and better than him. he was the quiet, shy, awkward type. but i didn’t listen. i wanted to be with him. at first, it was fun. we would do everything together. the more time i spent with him, the closer i felt. he consumed me! everywhere i went, i had my phone. every chance i got at school, i would run to meet up with him.
i was blinded by love. or more so, his attention to me. after a while, things began to change. my grades went down, i started lying to my parents. i began to notice the type of person he really was. he definitely was not my type. i was a girl who wanted heart felt cards on holidays, words of love and anniversaries to be a big deal. but he just wasn’t like that.
summer came and is now gone. during that time was at first horrible, but i made new friends, and began focusing on other things than my emotions towards him. so we still talk from time to time at school.
my so-called best friend wants to ask him to the dance. she got mad that i was mad for her wanting to do that. i mean, yeah, we broke up 3 months ago, but it’s been a rollercoaster ride ever since. the person i was with him is different than the person i am now. i don’t want him back, i just don’t want him to be with anyone else, especially one of my friends. after all, he’ll always be in my memories as “that one guy i dated” :) <3
by anonymous