This video is dedicated to Lawrence Dinong Paelma.
I made an apology video for him, hoping that he’ll get the chance to see it. The problem is, I won’t be able to show him it because I have no way of contacting him. I fucked up again.. I made him walk away, and now he wants nothing to do with me. We officially broke up in february, and inbetween those months we’ve been trying to work things out, off & on. This final last try, I was hoping.. would get us OFFICIALLY back together again. But it didnt, because I took him for granted and I ended up fucking up this last chance. When he walked away, I opened up my eyes and realized how much I really do need him in my life, and how much I do love him. It’s been 13 months since we’ve been together, and I cant just throw everything we had away… I still have mad love for him.
by snmplove