As my hours of spring break came to an end last night, i wouldnt have want to spend it with anyone else but that girl right there, Pamela Aviana Herrera, the girl that means the absolute world to me, the girl that has always been there for me, the girl with the amazing eyes, the girl that i am more than proud to call my girlfriend, the girl that im going to marry. she has given me the bestest spring break ever, just her and me talking laughing, going on about random stuff, making fun of each other, and going to sleep together was all i could have ever asked for this spring break. this girl is seriously my bestest friend in the whole wide world, she knows me better than my own parents, better than my brother, better than my close friends, and even better than my own tumblr xP. i can go to her and tell her my deepest darkest secret and she wont judge me, i can go to her and tell her about my day and she will listen, i can joke around with her a lot which i love, i can camera whore with her and thats amazing, i can talk about sports with her, i can do just about anything with her. i love love LOVE that me and her can call each other names like bitch, loser, fatso, dork, freak, nerd and so much more and we dont take any of it seriously because we are just that playful, but dont get me wrong me and her do have our serious moments where we will just talk and talk about something thats bothering one another or something that needs to be talked about, and we will work through it, but those serious moment happy once every blue moon xD, but our playful moments happen 24/7. i love that she helps me through school, that she always keeps me motivated to go to school, she keeps me on track, hehehe she keeps me in check, she takes my problems and helps me through it all with our pros and cons night. she gives me a reason to wake up every morning even when i dont have school, because when i wake up the very first thing i do is either leave her a good morning voicemail so she can be the very first voice i hear in the morning, or a 6-10 page good morning text message saying how much i love her and how much she means to me, shes worth doing this all the time because i miss her like crazy when we have to sleep, and all i can think about is talking to her when i sleep. i swear the best moments with Pamela is when we just lay there and look at each other not a word can be said, but just us laying there, because every time i look into her gorgeous eyes fireworks go off in my head and in my heart because every time i look into them i see her and her heart and who she is. every time i see her i always faint because she seriously is breath taking, and always stops me in my tracks. she always makes me hard for me to talk, because im always at a loss for words when talking to her. i get crazy amounts of butterflies in my stomach and heart whenever i get a text from her, a phone call from her, and when i hear her voice. i dont know how she does it tho, but she always about 99.9% of the time knows what im thinking and always knows when somethings wrong, its like i could be thinking about something and she will say it and i will go “how did you know i was thinking that?” and she gives the most cutest answer ever “because im your girlfriend duh” asdfghjkl AWWW!, and all the time we are thinking about the same thing no matter what it would be, its like we have boyfriend girlfriend telepathy, ive never had that with anyone else c: i constantly remind her and tell her that shes beautiful because she gets more and more beautiful as each second passes. i love you baby, i love you with all of my heart and so much more, i still dont know what or how i got a girl like you, a girl that had all of what i wanted in a girl and so SO SO SO much more, but i never once take you for granted, i never doubt that me and you are going to be together forever and ever and ever. the day i asked you to be my girlfriend even tho it was January 5th, 2011, i dont count that as our anniversary date, i count the day you came into my life which was December 20th 2010 as our anniversary date because that day you found me and never left me. you always put the biggest smile on my face whenever we talk, there is never a dull moment with you, there is never a moment with you where i havent been the happy, i hope you dont mind that when ever you try and run from me i would chase you and give you the biggest hugs possible, i hope you dont mind that whenever youre with your friends i come up behind you and hug you and put my hands around your waist and give you a kiss and tell you that i love you and you smell good, i hope you dont mind that im not afraid to pull you close to me and give you hugs, i hope that you dont mind that im a touchy guy not in the sexual way, but as touchy physically with you, i love you baby, i honestly do, i would never ever joke about loving you, im more than faithful to you, im yours and only yours, and i just have to keep telling you, YOU HAVE THE CUTEST GIGGLE EVAAA!!!! c: but anyways babe i appreciate all the little things you do for me because they always hold a place in my heart <3 MUAH MUAH MUAH MUAH MUAH MUAH MUAH MUAH <3 i love you my fluffy liddo panda whale c: <3