Dear Tumblr,
You guys might not care about this post. It could be one of those posts you just skim through not caring what it’s about. & that’s ok. It could be a post that you fall in love with, like & reblog. That’s fine too. I’m just here to tell you about this special boy that’s come into my life.
Ya’see, I haven’t really known Ryan for that long. I knew him because some friends of mine liked him. They both live in San Jose and Ryan lives here in Sunnyvale with me. They both talked about Ryan non stop and to me, I never really thought anything of him. I thought he was just another one of “those guys” who played around with girls until he got tired of them. Yeah I know, I thought that. Well I’ve only seen him a couple times, but never really payed attention to him.
But then freshman year started. And I guess that’s where it all started. We were in the same P.E. class. Hecka attractive; I know. We got to see each other ever Monday, Tuesday, Thursday, bright and early in our oh so attractive P.E. clothes. For the first couple weeks we played pickleball. Our P.E. teacher, whom I’ve known since I was in 3rd grade, split the teams up. And he put Ryan and me on the same team. We got along pretty well, &my thoughts about Ryan started to change. He was really nice and funny and there was just something about him that made me feel…different.
After a couple months of late night talks, jokes, smiles, and laughs, I started to fall. I was pretty much so in like with him everybody knew. Everybody knew that I liked him &assumed he liked me too. So I just went on and on acting like nothing was wrong and acted just as friends. Then I found out that he liked me. WHOA was that a shocker. So I waited…..and waited….and waited….and..you get the point. He didn’t do anything for the longest time. I spent nights crying because I felt pathetic for liking some guy who would never do anything about his feelings.
But that all changed on March 19, 2010. That day, he asked me out. I have never been so happy in my life. Ever since that day I’ve had somethingone to fall back on. I trust him with all my heart. People say, it’s puppy love, or that we don’t know what love is, we’re only “in like” but really; they don’t know what we’ve been through. They don’t know our feelings for each other, & I truly believe we are in love. I get a lot of hate on my formspring saying that Ryan & I don’t belong together, but we know what’s true. I do believe that him &I are going to go far.
I love you Ryan Ozawa<3, to infinity &beyond ;)