Forgiveness.

This is to all the girls in the world. Whether you know me or you don’t.

Everyday, when I wake up in the morning, I feel guilty about all the things I’ve done to you all. There is not one passing moment in which I do not regret. I’ve tried tell myself not to regret but in the end, it’s just not possible.

I don’t want to be this person and thus I am trying to change. Even in this changing process, I still do feel guilty. I hate myself for this. I wish I had never ever done something like this in my life. Maybe this is karma for what I have done and that’s why I’m willing to accept whatever people talk about me.

I know I was a jerk and an asshole and all those other things, but I am really trying my best to repent. You may think that I have not changed at all but it doesn’t matter what you think to me, cause I know I’m trying my best to.

I’m sorry for making use of you all. I’m sorry for being immature. I’m sorry for hitting you all. I’m sorry for being such a jerk. I’m sorry for asking to much from you all. I’m sorry for being the biggest asshole alive. I’m sorry to have made your life hell. I’m sorry.

I’m writing this not to ask for pity or anything else but I am asking forgiveness to all the girls out there, whether I have or I haven’t met you. Whether I have hurt you or done anything wrong to you. There are too many things for me to write here and I can’t find the words to put them in.

I’m sorry. I hope you can all forgive me. If you don’t, I understand.

Reblog if you’ve ever hurt a girl badly.

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