The first time I heard your voice, my heart stopped and my pulse quickened to a nervous beat. In place of letters strung together on a screen, there was the sweetest voice that could melt the coldest heart. Our words spilled through telephone speakers, twisting and turning through miles of phone cords, breaking down the barriers of distance.
Before I knew it, you were my Sun. Lighting up my life and warming the coldest of impurities, you showed me a whole new world which had previously been in disguise. I hung to every word you said, memorized every pitch of your voice and the different sounds of every laugh. You were the star I had been searching for, and I found you; one in a million. Our words were no longer the only things being propelled across 1500 miles of land, but our love was now weaving the obstacles.
Somewhere in the late night phone calls and the cute nicknames, between the texting til our fingers were sore and the silly games, the overwhelming butterflies and the constant giggles and smiles at just the thought of you; somewhere inbetween the stupid arguments and the mornings when we woke the sleep out of each others voices; I gave you my heart.
Through time, through ups and downs, through struggling and to complete euphoria, my heart has only fallen deeper into your clutches. My pulse for you has only grown stronger and the warmth you give me has only grown more pleasant. It didn’t take me long to proudly say that I was madly in love with you. I love you now, and I will love you always. No matter how many more obstacles are thrown towards us by fate, I know our love has enough strength to hurdle every one of them.
I look to the sky in hopes that your eyes are looking at the same stars.
You will always be my Sun.
I love you, ashybear.
- Alex
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