Honestly, however my day ends or begins, a kiss or a hug from my baby makes me feel 10x better. I can’t explain the feeling I get when just being with him. I can’t explain the feelings I get when he calls me, or texts me. I can’t explain the feeling I get when I see him down the hall, or when I hear his name. I can’t explain the feeling I get when he randomly kisses my cheek. You can say I die everytime, but then I feel like im living again when he hugs me. For all the issues, and problems I’ve had, I never thought once to actually leave him, and when I tried once I shattered…& then I noticed I was missing a piece, and that was him. Right now, or today, he completely made me feel so special. Having him at my house, and around my family, just feels amazing you can say. My mother and me are talking again, shes happy with her fiance, and I have my baby over, How better can it get? The best part of today was the 10 minute saying good bye. Don’t take this the wrong way… but, before he walked away from my house, we hugged & kissed for the longest. I felt like I was leaving forever. For the first time I felt as if I was leaving for years, but still had someone so amazing waiting for me when I get home.
I’ve learned that no matter how tough life gets, or the struggles you passed…You must keep what you love most around, no matter what happens. I’m glad I have you baby, you complete me.