[i would like it to remain anonymous :) Thank you very much.:)]This is the letter i wrote to my...

[i would like it to remain anonymous :) Thank you very much.:)]
This is the letter i wrote to my guy,after telling him that I love him. I proposed him last year in June. then he had to move to other city. He proposed me this year in January. We have along distance relationship and we are in love. So much. and we both know we are not going to have more time together. but we are living our whole life in the time we have still. :)
I will always love you,sweetheart. because i know, you are my soulmate. and i am going to fight for us, till I can.

Dear YOU,

Ai Shiteru.
The most beautiful words I’ve ever heard in my life. I wanted to share them with You. They held much more meaning and feelings of love for me as I wanted to confess to you in a way you may never know. So, if even in the near future we cannot be lovers, we can always remain friends. (I was scared of losing you as a precious friend if my confession would have crossed a line.)
But I still am confessing today. I Love YOU. This letter today may receive all kind of reactions from you… anger, frustration, surprise, shock, even a good laugh (if you think of this as a joke.) but, I am expressing my deep down true feelings to you because I don’t want to regret. Regret…it will stay till my last breath…and I don’t want that with You. So, my confession is only because it’s true. Because I don’t expect love in return.I’m very happy with US…the way we are today. It’s enough. But I also don’t want any regrets that I did not tell you. Tell you that right now you mean the world to me. (It may sound cliche!) But it is not like that to me. It means much more than something cliche. Your smile *really* makes my day, and just hearing your voice calms my soul.
This is sudden for you. My declaration…so carelessly. (if that’s what you think right now.)But, you don’t know how many times I have made myself understand…but, my heart…! It is such a silly, crazy little thing, alive on its own. It told me if I don’t declare my love to you, it won’t let me focus, concentrate on anything or anyone other than YOU. So, after so many days and nights, hours and minutes, seconds and moments, breaths and heartbeats…finally today I gathered the courage to tell you…even if like this. You know sweet, right now I’m thinking about your reaction…I’m wondering if my cell will ring, your name will appear on the screen…and see, my heart and breaths nearly stopped at my thoughts. So…you get the idea? If you actually do think of calling up, I’m not going to answer you. I’m too nervous right now, you jerk! Even if you’re my best friend and know me inside out…you still haven’t become MY GUY. (YOU secretly are. Baka!!) But, anyway…this is it I confessed to you all that my heart yearned to say for itself.
So, in the end I would once again like you to know…

You are free.