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“woaaaaah, that’s manny? really?” the first thing i said when i met him. he was my friends boyfriend, following her around like a love sick puppy at one of our high school football games. he was cute, taller then me, and he was rocking the vans. i had no idea this was manny. he was adorable, but he was her’s. spending the game with the two of them i realized i wanted him, but i’m a good friend i would never do that to her. never. on our way home, she mentions that she really doens’t like him, she just doesn’t want to be mean and break up with him. and again, me being a good friend said “don’t do anything you’re not sure of. you’re going to miss him when he’s gone” she countered by telling me she wouldn’t, that he wasn’t important to her. i let her think that, and a couple days later they broke up. i added him on facebook, so i could bitch at him for being a jerk to her, it’s what girls do. fast forward to the next football game. he’s there, and he’s avoiding my friend. me and maddie went in search of him, and sure enough, i found him. we made him go to talk to her and apoligize. i could tell we weren’t his favorite people at the time, but it was for her. some things were said between him and some of her friends, and there was supposed to be a fight the next day. i spent the whole next day at laura’s house, so i facebook’d him and asked what was up with the fight, he didn’t reply. fast forward, two weeks later, maddie is talking to him on facebook, and i liked the post. we talked a little, but not enough. fast forward another week, it’s sunday night. he chats me and asks if im going to the game-

“are you going to the game friday?”

“i don’t know, why?”

“cause you’re cool”

we had a little more to say, and i told him i had to go. he asked for my number, and just like that we were talking. my friend was fine with it of course, she was so happy for me, and i knew she would be. he’s perfect, and wonderful and scarey all at the same time. he makes me think, and he makes me want. he’s all i could ever ask for, perfectly packaged into the guy of my dreams. he’s my baby, my manny, forever.


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