March 27th, 2010. That was the day I met Michael Anthony Testa, the love of my life. It was the day he gave me his hoodie that I wore constantly after that, it was when he hugged me close, and when we shared our first kiss<3 It was one of the greatest days of my life. After about a week of not seeing each other, we went to the movies together for the first time. I was still sort of shy, but I soon became very comfortable around him. I knew that I didn’t have to be afraid to be myself around him. He held my hands and held me close.
On April 23rd, he took me to a Red Sox game with him. I didn’t really like baseball much, I was more interested in him than I was in the game. The best part of that day, was the cuddling. I had never cuddled with anyone before. It made me feel so safe, and at home. He was so close to me that it was impossible to smiling. Just being in his arms made me happier than i could ever be.
It is now sixth months later, and I have about twelve hoodies from him, necklaces and bracelets, eight shirts, twenty five stuffed animals, and tons of memories that will last a lifetime. I have never been in love before Mike. I didn’t really think about the word love until I met him. I just thought of it as a word you are supposed to say to your boyfriend or girlfriend or husband or wife. But it’s not. He gave a meaning to the word love. He is my love. Everything good that anyone could possibly give to someone, he has given to me. Like I said, I haven’t been in love before him, thus I’ve never had my heart broken. Sure, I’ve been dumped and I got upset, but it wasn’t because I cared for the person I was dating, it just made me feel I wasn’t good enough for anybody. But Mike makes me feel good enough. He makes me feel better than anybody else in the whole wide world. He gives me his world. I don’t need all of the material items. All i want is him. I want him forever. Thats a big word. Its a long time. I haven’t really thought much about forever until I met him. Forever, is, well forever. And I am prepared to spend the rest of my life with him. I know we are young, and people say our love won’t last, but I believe that we can prove everyone wrong. I am never going to leave Mike. I am never going to cheat on him, or hurt him. I am extremely lucky to have him. He is my everything, and I never want to lose him. I need him. He is mine, and I am going to keep him, always<3 I love him with all my heart, and nothing will ever change that.
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March 27th, 2010. That was the day I met Michael Anthony Testa, the love of my life. It was the day...
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