at 19, i fell in love with a boy who was only 15. I never expected it.
Sometimes I wish I hadn’t left this boy. He loved me and I didn’t see it
feb. 18 2011-may 2011
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at 19, i fell in love with a boy who was only 15. I never...
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Started off the day getting ready with my two comrades. Picked...
Started off the day getting ready with my two comrades. Picked Samantha up and drove up the hill telling her that I needed to help a friend with a project. We arrived up on the hill and Larry pretended to be directing a video project. He told Samantha where to stand and what to do. Then he started the music and I start to commence code “Exception”.
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words can’t even express how happy you make me, or how you...
words can’t even express how happy you make me, or how you make me feel. i’ve never felt this way before; about anyone. <3
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My Best "Sister"
I submitted a post about my best friend quite sometime back, and he actually saved the webpage on his desktop and laptop so that he can view it over and over again. :’) We’re still going strong despite quarrels that happened recently. Previously, we were best friend, and now we’re in love with each other. I remember how I used to tell my friends that I would not fall for him no matter what happens. But yet, it turned out different. After he told me he likes me, I almost let him slip away because I was afraid of getting into a relationship again. After my best girl’s words, I realised actually I shouldn’t let go of this opportunity of getting a chance to be together with him. We talked things out and in between many things happened and I made him disappointed at times. But still, our love is going strong and I really don’t want to lose him no matter what happens in future. Though he haven’t asked me to be his girl officially yet, am still waiting. I can’t wait to tell the world that he is my boy. If my post gets published and he gets to see it, I just want to tell him, I love you deep deep. :)) <3
by anonymous
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Let love, not war. http://eternalmoment.tumblr.com/ (Photo...
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"Immature love says: ‘I love you because I need you.’ Mature love says: ‘I need you..."
““Immature love says: ‘I love you because I need you.’ Mature love says: ‘I need you because I love you. - Erich Fromm.”
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I cannot bring myself to even describe our story in a couple of paragraphs. I cannot even bring myself to describe every emotion you’ve made me feel for the past 19 months. But hey, ill give it a go..
From the start of 2010 I had come out of a relationship that was based on verbal abuse and constant fighting. The fights consisted mainly because of jealousy and distance. He had major anger management, and I was always scared of what he was going to do next. I was afraid to get out of the relationship, but knew I had to. It was not true love, and I knew it, although I stuck around because I had always been a “relationship” type of girl, and had a fear of being alone. I always felt like I needed the constant affection and attention. After I ended it, I told myself I would stop jumping from relationship to relationship, and just try and be happy alone for a change. How bad could that be?
Back in 2008-2009 I had met a guy who I had become close with. He began to be the person I told a lot to and the person I fetched most of my advice from. He would always come to me aswell so he could vent about his ex who he was still in love with. One day I was on his myspace (good old myspace days) and was looking through his pictures. I came across one picture that really caught my attention. It was a picture of him, and what I could tell from the caption, his best friend. I stared at the picture for a couple of minutes and then kicked out of it. The next night I went on my daily routine of checking my myspace, and happened to go back into my friends page to that picture again. It was something about the picture. I looked at his best friend and said to myself “One day i’m going to be with that guy” Yeah, that may sound weird since I didn’t even know this guy and I was saying that, but some feeling came over me and I made myself believe that one day he and I will be together. Not over thinking too much of it, I hoped off myspace and continued my life.
2010 hit, and I was all emotional and depressed being “alone”. It didn’t help either having a best friend who constantly would say “I want a boyfriend” I want a boyfriend!” We became two girls who would watch lovey dovey chick flicks together with tubs of ice-cream depressing over how “bad” our lives were. Looking back, I laugh at this, our lives were far from bad, we just made it seem like they were.
Anyway, one night, I was on Facebook as myspace had died at this point. I had drifted away from that close guy mate I was talking about that I was close with in 2008-2009, and decided to just check out his facebook to see how he was doing. I started to scroll through status updates, and boring posts then saw a post from a guy who’s face looked very familiar. I clicked into his facebook, and realized it was his best friend. From that point, the imagine of that picture on myspace came to my mind. I was hesitant but really really wanted him to notice me. I was unsure whether to “add” him as a friend or not. At the back of my mind I thought that if I added him and my friend saw I added his best friend, he would be angry at me. So I left it.
The next day my mind was on that guy. I had to add him I told myself, I have to. So that night, I added him. He accepted straight away, and before I knew it, he had posted on my wall. Still to this day I remember what his first words to me were.. “Hey beautiful, thanks for the add , do I know you? :) xo” Straight away my face lit up. he called me beautiful! I was jumping with joy. About two minutes later, my chat popped up, and my friend asked me why I added his best friend. He seemed annoyed. I asked him why he had a problem with it, and he said because he thought I liked him, and now I was moving onto his best friend. I asked him where he got that idea from, and said sorry but I really wanted to get to know his best friend. He then started telling me not to hurt him or play around with his feelings. I was disgusted and told him he should know that im not the type of girl to ever do that.
Minutes later, I saw another conversation pop up, IT WAS HIM! we started talking, and asked those general questions to get to know one another. I couldn’t help but smile the whole time. He then asked me if he could have my number to contact me more. I gave it to him without hesitation. The next day, I thought to myself I wasnt going to be the one to contact him first via text even though I really really wanted to. Hours later, I was coming from university by bus, and my phone vibrated, it was a message from him! My heart stopped. From then on, a month of conversations every night, and text messages led to him asking to meet me in person. I was so nervous, but agreed.
The day came to meet him in the city. I made sure I looked my absolute best. Arriving in the city, I felt like I was going to throw up because I was so nervous. He told me where to meet him, and apparently he was already waiting. As I walked up the stairs on the second level of the city mall, I saw him standing there. Instantly I smiled as I walked towards him. I walked up to him and we hugged each other. It was the best moment of my life. We then started to walk, and he grabbed my hand and held it. I was in heaven.
The second time we met up in the city again. This time I was even more nervous, but as soon as I saw his face again, the nerves went away. The day was the 17th of Feb 2010, and this was the very day he asked me to be his. We were in the movies, and it was pitch black, the movie hadn’t started yet, and he was looking into my eyes and I could tell he was a little uncomfortable so I asked him if he was okay. He said yes, but he wanted to ask me something. I told him to tell me.. so he grabbed my hands, looked into my eyes, and said.. “I really like you. I hope you know that. I really wanna make you mine, so.. will you go out with me?” I was speechless. Automatically I said, “ofcourse!”
From then on, it’s been laughter, happiness, fun dates, late nights, dinners, movies, silly fights, and a whole lot more. I still to this day cannot believe my instincts were right. Who would of thought by looking at a picture of someone I never knew, and saying “I am going to be with that person one day” would actually come true! I am so very thankful and happy. He means the absolute world to me, and I wouldn’t change a thing. It was meant to be. I love you baby, till eternity. <3 17-02-10.
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he makes my heart smile :) all mine, always...
he makes my heart smile :)
all mine, always <3
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There is no such thing as ‘living’ if it isn’t...
There is no such thing as ‘living’ if it isn’t with each other.
Hers : sincerelykimm.tumblr.com
His : curiousrugrat.tumblr.com
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13months
13months<3
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…Unconditional Love http://allabout-who-i-am.tumblr.com/
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“It could be so nice.. growing old with you” Our...
“It could be so nice.. growing old with you”
Our 59th monthsary just one more to the big 5! :)
Funny thing is, I love you all the same.. if not, a little more! hehe.
Thanks for being my best friend, Bren :)
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You can see how much we loved each other. How happy we made each...
You can see how much we loved each other. How happy we made each other. We fought and we argued. And I imagine there were times we got thouroughly sick of each other. But we loved anyway. For half of our lives, WE MADE IT WORK..
To my Love,
Thank you for making each day something to look forward. I may not know what lies ahead of us, but I want you to know that I will always be here for you. To laugh with you, cry with you, take care of you, to love you, and build dreams with you. What we have now, I want this for good.
HER’s: spoiledassbrat.tumblr.com
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You are my Sunshine, my only Sunshine.You make me happy when...
You are my Sunshine, my only Sunshine.
You make me happy when skies are gray.
You’ll never know dear, how much I love you.
Please don’t take my Sunshine away.
I have TWO Sunshines. My Sister & my little Bro.
by goldiemarie
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When people ask me what I love most about my life; I smile, and...
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:') more years to come for you and your guy, miss ^___^ i adore relationships that last like that. How'd you do that? :(( We're on an almost-giving-up stage right now... >_< i hope you could reply to this one, please.
I’m not really sure what you’re referring to because I haven’t posted stuff about myself in a long time, but thank you anyway. :)
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‘these are my girls, this is our story; different and...
‘these are my girls, this is our story;
different and unique are hardly the terms, as we have progressed and furthered ourselves towards social success. we work like silly and play diligently, kittens and glitter infest our august days as knowledge and smiles fill our novembers. we cry for one another now like we bled for each other in the darker days. doors have been slammed, hearts have been broken & words have been thrown around like our morals flew out the window at hurricane parties. our love is nothing compared to the fragile glowsticks we compulsively purchase by the hundreds, and our hatred for conformity has bound us together in a realm of rebellious hatred. posers bump music on the Ocean Drive while we emanate fabulous-ness all over the sidewalks downtown Newport. we breathe in oxygen and exhale swag: we are those girls you’ve heard about before. Pie is more than a word but a life style; four slices to an oh-so-heavenly clan that Wu-Tang should sign to their next album. Cindy, Terri, Kathy & Michelle are left speechless while fathers of four beautiful young women watch their daughters blossom into untouchable princesses society should be proud to consider citizens. as we brace each other and hold pinkies tightly we should remember what life has taught us: best friends never go out of style, and true love runs deep like the scars we bare on our hearts and skin. I love you Meaghan Teresa, Danielle (middle-nameless boo) & Jessica Lynn: if sisterhood ever needed a defiant and bulletproof explanation, you bitches would be all over that. be true, and remember me when you’ve succeed past everyone’s expectations.’
by meaghantw
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hehe our shirts match :) we love disney and spend wayyy to much...
hehe our shirts match :) we love disney and spend wayyy to much time watching disney movies together <3 :) we’ll be dating for 3 months when i see him next, but we’ll pretty much be together for almost 11 months :) i can’t wait to see him. 213 hours and i’ll be able to hug him and kiss him again. this long distance thing is extremely hard, but i wouldn’t have it any other way…i love him with all my heart <3
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We are teen parents who are just making it through life....
We are teen parents who are just making it through life. We’re both in college at age 16 & 18. We’re strong because we have each other, our daughter, & God. We’re getting married in a few weeks and nothing feels more exciting than marry you. People will continue to look down upon us, but God knows our hearts & we’ll keep moving forward to our right path, together.
by missedee
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Three years on November 24th, and I can honestly say it has been...
Three years on November 24th, and I can honestly say it has been the happiest three years ever. We started talking on Halloween, and Halloween will be our wedding day.<3
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Unexpected Relationship. It’s been a year since we decided to...
Unexpected Relationship.
It’s been a year since we decided to make it official. It’s also been a year since we first kissed, I could still remember everything. You made me feel so happy, I felt butterflies on my stomach, fast heartbeat, and a lil’ chill.
You might think that you’re not good enough, but I want you to know that you are perfect to me. You never failed to make me smile. You always prove to me that I’m your one and only woman. You always treat me like a princess. You are that type of person who’s willing to give up everything for the one you love. You always make me feel so loved and secured. I really couldn’t ask for more.
There’s not a day that I didn’t thank God for giving me such a wonderful man like you. You brought me back my genuine smile, you gave me a reason to trust love again, and you made me believe that not all guys are the same. Thank you for accepting the real me. Thank you for the comfort, and support that you have given me. Thank you for accepting my flaws, mistakes and weaknesses. Thank you for appreciating my effort, hard work and sacrifices. The most important thing that I’m thankful for is thesecond chance that you have given me.
I know that our relationship isn’t perfect. We had our ups and downs, caused each other pain, and exchanged hurtful words. But we both know that without obstacles and challenges, this relationship isn’t going to be worth it. I’m aware that one of my weakness is pride, yet you still try to be my opposite. I’m truly sorry for everything.
There were so many times that we almost gave up, people tried to ruin our bond, and even certain situations tried to separate us. We will never let those thing happen again. We’re going to make our bond stronger this time. We’re going to be more responsible with our actions, words and decisions. We will trust, respect, and love each other even more. We’re not giving up easily, and we’re gonna do a lot better. We will never let anything or anyone destroy what we have.
I love you baby. I’ll take care of you, support and guide you all the way. I’m not going to promise you “forever,” but I’ll make sure that I’ll do everything for us to be together. We’re going to make a lot of memories, and share happiness with each other. I’ll fight for you, I’ll make you the happiest man in my own simple ways, and I’ll do everything for you to stay. I’ll never leave your side, I’ll always be here for you no matter what. Happy anniversary Aidreef Fernandez. I love you so much.
[Karen & Aidreef, 09/28/10]
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