So this is my totally incredible and mind blowing boyfriend… :) yes, I sound typically in love, and I am in love. But it’s really not so typical between me and him; Joe. Or as I call him, Joey.
We met a little over a year ago now; we keep in touch and such through the internet. And he’s my best friend and we talk about everything and anything. He’s just like, I’ve never really clicked with anyone like I have with him. We’re just so…compatible you could say? We like all the same music, our song is Falling In-Lifehouse. We just love the band and it fits us perfectly. And we know each other pretty much backwards, I’d list everything I know about him but it’d take forever :) but there’s a slight catch with us…he’s 2247 miles away from me. In Lebanon. It kills me to know we may never get to meet properly and be the way we pray to be, because we both know how strongly we feel for each other and know if we ever did get the chance to be each others forever we would be. I know I just sound like a hopeless romantic with dreams too big, but to me nothing between me and him is too big a dream or crazy.. We both did things for each other we’d promised ourselves we’d never do for anyone…I think you may want the story of us now? Okay, here it is.
When we met a little over a year ago he messed around with girls, was a little reckless, but underneath it all he was genuinely a really nice guy. I still don’t know why but for some reason out of all the girls who talked him he replied to me, but I’m really grateful for it. We stayed just friends for a long time after, like…11 months maybe. I met him in September 2009, and started to like him in March 2010, but one night things all felt too heavy on my shoulders so I admitted my feelings to him, I was scared so badly because I knew his views on long distance love, feelings and relationships and I had the same ones; they were just stupid. But by some divine miracle he liked me back. At this point we agreed to try and get over each other, and believe me we tried, but nothing worked. To be honest I just fell harder for him…but I was scared to tell him because I knew it would just totally mess things up even more between us…then early September this year it kind of hit me…just like, bam. I was in love with Joe…I was scared to tell him for almost a week. But one night it just got too much again…and I just simply let it out, I sat sobbing in my room as I did, but he comforted me all the same and told me it’d be okay even though we knew it probably wouldn’t be. But a week or so later…he told me he loved me too, he could barely get it out, bring himself to say it, he’d always told me his dream was to fall in love. It was just amazing…he did something for me that he’d vowed never to do for anyone else; fall in love with someone so far away.
Then on the 26th September 2010, we made it official, we started our relationship. Boyfriend and girlfriend, it felt so surreal. To be his, I was completely his, no more “I’m singles”. It felt so good! I was Joes! I was his! I was just so excited and ineffably happy you wouldn’t believe it! I still am, and I know it hasn’t been long but me and him waited so long for this…and it just means EVERYTHING to us, we’re each others everything and it’s just divine and so perfect to be with him. But we showed it on Facebook (the death of a lot of things xD) and some rather bitchy girls commented on the status saying I was lying and he was too good for me he was too “fit”, but our friends Jake and Kristie were there to support us through it all and defended our relationship and Joe kept comforting me and saying it would all be okay. They still make a few jaunts now, but it’s a lot easier than it was before just because I know at the end of the day I have Joe and we’re in love and they’ll never change that.
Sure, I’m not about to tell you the whole history of our relationship, not every little detail, because it’d take an awful long time and it’s the small things that I hold closest and I don’t want them public, however I want the message behind all this to be known, and here it is; love works, long distance, short distance, limited time…any of these. It works and you make it work because you love each other. I never thought I’d be this deeply in love with anyone who was so far away from me, but I am. And I’m immensely happy my first love was Joseph Michael Myers. And even though we only have till late July next year, when he has to move to Australia…I’ll always love him with all my heart. No matter what, no-one will take his place and if he ever comes for me by some incredible miracle. I’d drop everything just to be with him because he’s everything I need and want, actually he’s so much more. But I love you baby, forever and always, I’ll always be your Destiny. S’aga po…he speaks Greek and taught me it. And now speaks to me in it all the time ;)
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