This is my boyfriend, TJ & I.
Instead of writing how I feel about him… I thought I’d post the song I wrote for him :)
I want you to see every little thing about me, and
I want you to know all my secrets I don’t wanna show
I never once thought that you and me could ever be anything
But you proved me wrong a million times and it’s-
It’s hard to argue with the truth when it comes from you
So I gave up, and I’m giving in.
If you really wanna know the truth and if you really wanna know my secrets, then here we go.
I have brown eyes but they turn green when I’m really happy or I’m in tears,
And spending the past three weeks with you, they’ve only been green. And that’s a good thing.
I’m physically incapable of telling you just how you make me feel without hiding my face, so
I’m writing you this song hoping my words explain it all; I’m sorry I don’t have a way to tell you to your face
Excuses aside, you’re the best thing in my life, and I’m really glad that you’re all mine ‘cause
When you smile, I get so happy that I can’t even hear my doubts screaming out
And when you look at me, it’s so hard to fight back the smile that is forming
When I’m with you, I fidget and I wiggle, and I don’t know what to do with my hands
Because you make me nervous for the very first time since I’ve been alive
And you don’t even know it yet, but I love everything you do.
You hold my hand with your left, even though you hate it.
When we’re lying there, you play with my hair and rub my back
You give me butterflies, and I make your heart race fast.
When we kiss, you pull me in and fight to never let me go.
I’ve never met anyone so close to perfect as you
So I’m writing you this song, hoping my words explain it all.
I’m sorry I don’t have a way to tell you to your face.
You see, I’ve got a lot of secrets that I’ve locked up and kept away
Because I’m afraid if people know them, then nobody will wanna stay
I really try hard not to be like that; I don’t wanna hide the truth.
So if honesty is the best policy, then I’m coming clean to you.
I’m terrified of tomorrow, and even more about forever
But when you say it you have a way of easing my fears,
and for the first time since I was 5, I really believe it’s true.
But I’ll only believe it exists if it’s with you.
So if you want to know the truth and if you want to know a secret, then here we go.
You make it so easy to see that you’ll always be beside me through everything.
No matter what I’ve thrown at you, you’ve always been a hand to hold on to,
And I know now that you’ve got my back… so I’m giving you my heart ‘cause
When you smile, I get so happy that I can’t even hear my doubts screaming out
And when you look at me, it’s so hard to fight back the smile that is forming
When I’m with you, I fidget and I wiggle, and I don’t know what to do with my hands
Because you make me nervous for the very first time since I’ve been alive
If you want to know the truth and if you want to know a secret, then here we go.
I love you.
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