“Staring at this Picture”
Four pictures in one column, are speaking a thousand words describing my feelings for her. I take a deep breath in, and breathe out. I close my eyes, and more than just a dream, I can remember the day. I am walking with her in Dorney Park, happier than I have ever been. I bet even the sun was smiling on us that day. It just felt, amazing.
We just finished competing in band and we are having fun before awards. We felt confident in our performance, but that in itself is minutia compared to the splendor I had just being next to her. The enchantment I experienced by holding her on this particularly hot day. Shouting and playing on the amusement set up by the park; especially, getting extremely drenched on the water ride. Elation is just in the air that day.
She was feeling a bit reluctant stepping into that booth. She was always concerned about looking her best for me. She is particularly conscious about it when taking pictures, but no matter what, she is always beautiful (even in our perspired state). It was fun, standing on the seat because the camera adjustment wouldn’t operate well. We laughed saying we look completely terrible and felt that one of the pictures looked “inappropriate”.
Once those pictures printed, she grabbed them and bolted across the park. I wasn’t a runner but I was always willing to chase her, no matter the cost. The pictures weren’t bad at all. In fact, the pictures are beautiful filled with the memories of the day. The pictures even held more than just that day. They summed up our relationship thus far. They were filled to the brim of our emotions for each other. The smiles, the kisses, and closeness of our bodies spoke words of our hearts. These emotions are forever instilled into the picture and will always remind me of our meaningful relationship.
I love Lesley Wu. She has completed my life and even helped me through tough (maybe silly) times. We have shared the smiles and tears for months now. The feeling I feel for her is beyond any feeling I have ever felt. She has given happiness to the dark void that was once in my heart. I have learned to love life and learned true unselfishness from her. She deserves all my kisses, all my hugs, and the entire world; however, she humbles herself and only says she deserves me.
God put us together for a reason. You are my love, my heart, and my soul. I love you so much <3
10.19.09 <3