Dear Arlaine Ablaza, Why do you look so sad? Why do you have that sexy mesmerizing look on you? Why are you staring outside that window? I’m right here! Beside you! Haha.
But seriously, I know sometimes you feel insecure, and you feel doubtful because of how you’ve been cheated on, lied to, heartbroken, and left alone before. But baby, you wont feel those things from me. I would never do that to you.
You got me. You’ll always have me. I’m all yours, so don’t worry.
Im sorry you weren’t the first girl in my life, I’m sorry my past is all but perfect, but hun, you’re in my life now. You’re my present, and that means the most to me.
Im sorry if i never really wiped away your fears, and maybe sometimes you don’t feel like you’re a “good girlfriend”, but what you don’t know is how much i really love you, how much you really mean to me, how great you really are.
You don’t know how much i need you, want you, care about you, and love you. You don’t know how different you are from others. You don’t know how similar we both are! Actually, you DO know how similar we are. lol.
We have moments that only the two of us would have. We would read each others thoughts when nobody would be saying anything. We’d be feeling the same things even if we’re miles away from each other. I wake up next to you every morning almost everyday of every week. You’re part of my family now, my parents buy you food, invite you to exclusive family parties, and they even wake us up when they make breakfast!
You got me. You’ll always have me. I’m all yours, so don’t worry.
I don’t need you to be perfect, i don’t need you to be super skinny, or anything other than what you already are now. I promise you, if you could see what I see, you’d see how perfect you really are. Perfect with your little flaws, little mannerisms, perfect in every possible way. I promise I wont do anything to hurt you, wont do anything to betray your trust, and i wont do anything to make you feel uncomfortable. You deserve me, the BEST of me. You deserve everything i can give you because you give me the same back.
And to top it off, you’re damn beautiful.
“If you were worried about where Ive been or who I saw or where i went to, baby don’t worry you know that you got me.” — Erykah Badu
Thats exactly how you should feel. Because no girl would take me away from you, and no mistake you’ve made has ever made me leave, and no mistake you will ever make in the future will either.
Baby, we’ve gone through more shit than probably most people go through in their lifetime. From more hospital visits than we’d like to experience, family drama, mid-teen crisis’, and every fight we could ever think of, I know theres nothing the future can do to scare us away.
You got me. You’ll always have me. I’m all yours, so don’t worry.
Got it? Good.
I love you always.
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