maybe so. he lives in toronto, ontario and i reside in edmonton, alberta. we are approximately 3 405 km away . to be honest, at first i didnt think i should keep “talking” to this guy. knowing his background and all, also because i’ve never been the type to start a relationship online, or i’ve never been the type for long distance. but the moment we started talking we clicked. there was that connection, he gained my trust easily and thats something others have to work hard for. after speaking to each other, we began talking on the phone for hours on end. and we kept at it. we spoke everyday -every morning he’ll call me to wake me up for school; and i’ll call him in the evening - we took turns, cause we both had to pay long distance. we both understand what comes with distance, alot of commitment, trust and loyalty. but thats not a problem for us i guess. its really only the distance. a couple of nights ago, we got to build and even stronger foundation, he told me about his childhood, his family, his life. and i told him about mine. he knows things alot of my friends don’t know. especially about that one night i spent at the hospital. my early childhood, my family issues. things like those. i even remember the one night me and my dad fought and he was the first person i told. he can calm me down so easily without me having to put up a fight. weird right? cause no one else can really calm me down cause i always fight back. and oh before i forget. he’s not like the rest. its completely amazing how we can have real conversations. ones with meaning. and yet we can have silly ones, where we can both laugh about. they say things happen for a reason right? maybe this is happening for a reason. maybe he’s so far away for a reason. maybe its like that so i can learn how to have true faith and trust for someone. but whatever the reason is, keeps me happy. i’m counting we can hold on for seven months. cause if we do, thats when he’ll come visit. during spring break. which is march. i’m counting on it. i’m hoping on it, because i know its possible and because i know we can make it. and if we do. i think the week he stays, will be the absolute best. so there y’all go, hate all y’all want for the long distance. but i know im trippin’ for this guy.Cayle Marzo. love always; all ways.
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maybe so. he lives in toronto, ontario and i reside in...
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