The love of my life, my everything, James. I have without a doubt never been so attracted to someone in my life, physically and emotionally. He was seventeen and I was fourteen and believe me, I have gotten plenty of shit for it. I never cared what anyone said. All I cared about was having him and that’s it. For a while, it was never just me..it was mad girls. It broke my heart everyday but we weren’t together so I couldn’t do anything about it. Finally, on the night of March 23rd, 2009, he made me his girl. In school it was non stop, “you’re a whore,” “you’re a pedophile,” etc. We got through it though because we had something special and thats all that mattered. My parents loved him to pieces, my whole family did. My mother sees him as her son already. We did so much together, shared so much with each other, cried through the hard times, laughed through the good ones. It was perfect, it was so cliche.. the relationship every girl wants. I had it for a whole fourteen months of my life. I gave him everything, every single piece of me. He appreciated it, he appreciated me and the love we shared. I never really showed my appreciation though. I knew what I had and I knew how lucky I was but I let some asshole come in between us and that was a big mistake. I let him go, I let him down, I broke him and that killed me everyday. When I finally realized what the hell I did and how much I loved the kid, he had already moved on. I have fought and fought for weeks to prove my love to him, to get him back into my life. Finally, he’s mine again. It’s us against the world again and this time I can promise him and everyone.. I’m not letting go. I believe even though I’m only sixteen, I’ve found the person I should be with forever.<3