Of all the things in my life I will admit I take for granted, I can safely say that Chris will never be one of them. He came into my life rather suddenly, and while I tend not to rush into things like this and would never have guessed that this would have happened like it did, the beginning of 2011 was one of the scariest and most exciting times in my life. Chris didn’t rescue me from the dark pits of depression or save me from hurting myself, but he definitely did change my life. Everyday I wake up and feel loved by the most wonderful guy I have ever known - he makes me so much happier than I’ve ever been in my life, and I think he makes me an all round better person. We’re still young, but even though it might sound crazy to some people, I just have this feeling that this could last. I don’t expect it to, but this feels like something that could work. January 16 will be mark our first year together, and I’m still just as happy as I was at the beginning. But 2012 will no doubt be a harder year, as we’re leaving school for uni in September, which will bring about a whole load of new challenges for us, but I’m more than willing to face them. I blame Chris for bringing out the softer side of me, but this has been undoubtedly the best year of my life, and I sincerely hope there are more to come. If you ever end up reading this Chris, I love you ♥