having you didn’t ruin my life, it changed it. it saved me, i was falling down and you caught me. i wish i could turn back the hands of time and redo things very differently though. i hope you don’t resent me for other peoples actions or feel like you weren’t good enough because the truth is, your perfect. old sayings are also wise sayings and most of the time true. reality does slap people in the face and people don’t realize what they had until it’s gone. for now, it’s just us two against the world. i’m trying to stay positive and make the best of the situation. sleepless nights and hard work are a little price to pay for having you in my life. i hope to raise you to become twenty times the female i am. strength is a necessity in this hard life. at such a young age you already had to deal with rejection. i never would have wished that on you because what hurts you, hurts me more. i know you don’t realize or understand what’s going on but one day i know you’ll be proud. none of everything is yours or my fault, the timing was just wrong, other people didn’t see the good in us. i promise things won’t be like this forever. with time, everything will get better. you’ll never have to experience what i did or feel the pain i felt. we’ll get through this together because in the end, all we have is each other. the most important title i have and will ever receive is being your mom.
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