It’s been six months since I first saw you and six months since I gave you a place in my heart. Six months of thinking of you often, six months of wanting to spend just a day with you..just to know if it will “work” between us.
Time and time again, I’ve always wanted to run away from you. Yet, time and time again, I’ve always found myself wanting to run to you. I’ve kept my thoughts (and feelings) all to myself, because I can’t tell anyone and I know what people would think if I let out…even a word that I think (somehow) I am more thanheterosexual. I’ve never felt this way about another girl before. I’ve never seen a girl in this kind of light before. I’ve never even thought that I would find a girl as amazing as you.
You see, I’ve been together with my boyfriend for almost two years now…but I couldn’t help but feel what I feel for you, J. I know you’ll never feel the same way about me or even think of me that way but I must admit that I dream of you often and that your smile lights up the entire room and that I always look forward in seeing your beautiful face everyday as you pass by me while you ride your bike.
I love you…and what hurts me the most is that I can’t love you.
by anonymous