Do you ever feel like your giving your all but, you feel unappreciated?
There’s those times in life when you get closer and closer to a person, who you get a habit of doing things you normaly do with them. Late night talks, surprise visits, outings and such. They start all these things with you, you know so that you two can gain a deeper understanding with each other. Exploring. Then slowly these things drift away.
The tide turns.
You start initiating, always wanting to see them, talk, just having their company . It doesn’t matter how early it is or how late. Just hearing how they are, what they did, and anything that made them happy that day are constantly on your mind. More like, they’re constantly on your mind. They tell you they feel the same way, but, you just don’t feel it? Perhaps the answer for this is that you just care about them so much, where you always remind them, but when they express their feelings towards you it seems like it doesn’t match up to yours. You don’t feel angry, just bad. The worst feeling where you view yourself as an annoyance, being too ‘clingy’. Selfish. When you feel that they don’t need you. So now you tell yourself to stop initiating and just wait until they need, want you. But… what happens when you need them?
Never take things for granted
by heyonamesmj