I have gone through life wondering what was right, wondering why I got the life that I got. Thinking what did I ever do wrong. Why did I get the family I have? Why was I the only one to get treated like that? I know life isn’t perfect but I would have liked to have had ten times better. But then you came in my life, you made realize that everything happens for a reason, if none of this happened to me, I would have never met you, never fell in love with you. The first day you pulled up to my house, my heart went crazy, I was shaking, I was so nervous and excited! That day I just kept in mind, not to take things too fast, if nothing happens as in a relationship then we can be great friends. We went to the dinner didn’t really talk much, then the movies we both were trying to get the courage to hold each others hands lightly touching each others hands then finally we held hands, so many butterflies went into my stomach. We went glow golfing afterwards, you put your arm around me, I died of happiness inside. We got ice cream and just talked more and more, I looked into your eyes and knew something was going right. You brought me home, I tried to give you a hug, and you gave me a kiss, I walked inside afterwards, I felt like I was in a fairytale. Even now everything is still so perfect<3 We can joke always joke around, make fun of each other, and just have a good laugh with each other. I can’t imagine my life with you. I have been hurt so many times, always being cheated on or treated poorly, but you know how to make me forget all of that. I love you so much<3 This is my true love, my one and only, my bestfriend, my boyfriend, and my everything<3
July 4th<3 (Almost 5 months)