i know him since like 6 years old. because we were on the same school. but, i know him further on 9-10. he was my first crush. i love his smile, his jokes, his kindness. i love everything about him. even though i love to say that he’s ugly, but i still love him. don’t really know why but his friends and mine like to tease us together. you know, they said we should go to a date. but it was too early for us. yeah.
we already graduated from our elementary school. it’s great. i still in love with him. i don’t really know what power that he has but i can’t go on. we have a different junior high school. that’s great, i can start to try to forget him.
my mom registered me to an english course. that’s great. and after i took many levels, my class was combined with other class that have a same level. then, i saw someone familiar there. i was him. again. yeah. i failed to move on. he’s still the same. and more handsome :-p we talked a lot there. we became bestfriend. we were already on the 9th grade. and we want to go to high school. he wants to go to the same high school with me. i’m excited. yes. i’ve been loving him like 3years. have you ever done this? when your brain and soul are tired of chasing and loving him but your heart doesn’t want to stop? i’ve done this. and that’s hurt.
so, i keep telling to myself that if he goes to the same high school, we could be belong together, but if he doesn’t go to the same school, we don’t belong together and i must forget him.
the time has come, he doesn’t go to my school. he doesn’t even choose. it’s hurt. but i have to go into this. i really have to move on.
now, i move on a little. but i still remember him. he helps me to find a boy. bah. i don’t know about the future. but let’s hope for the best. maybe we just be friends, but maybe not. we don’t know.
by the way, my friends tell me that he also in love with me on elementary school. but he doesn’t know that i love him. and he also tells me that. haha.
by anonymous