This isn’t the love that’s usually talked about on FuckYeahLove. This is Taylor (right) and she used to be my best friend. She became less of a best friend and more like a sister to me and we were inseparable for a long time. She was there for me in the hospital to play puppets and distract me from the tubes full of chemo pumping into me and she was there whenever I had breaking news about our favorite bands. I was there for her through her personal struggles and made sure she knew I’d always be there for her, no matter what people had done to her in the past.
Five years is a big chunk of time when you’re 19 but it’s over now. When I let people into my world I don’t do so lightly and it is nearly impossible for me to let go. However, she pulled away and chose others over me until eventually…We weren’t even friends anymore. I’ve learned so much from her and although I am still very hurt, I want to remember the good times. I will always wish things could go back to the way you see them here but submitting this is a way for me to accept the end, not dwell on the damage. This is one of my favorite pictures of us even though I look like a dork and I will miss her dearly. I wish constantly that she would repair the damage and be my best friend again but I know that is impossible. So Taylor, thank you for the sisterhood/best friendship we built and I hope the choices that led us here were for the best. Nobody will have a best friendship as great as ours was. Goodbye Taze. - Dex.