Homecoming Of 2011
After a few weeks of being independent, my heart still thinks and longs for you..but you don’t know that do you? Why? Simply because you don’t know. When I’m alone, I think about us and what life will be like if you are still mine. I have missed us, missed what we have used to be and I missed the way we talked everyday. You don’t know how much my heart bleed when I have realized my life with you had came to an end. I cried almost everynight, knowing you have moved on without me. I made a promised I would move on, but it’s just so hard oppa. It’s so hard..when I still longs for you. I wonder each day if you have ever think of me like I have been of you. I listened to songs because I thought it would helped me get over you, but music is not doing its job at the moment. I see you and think of you almost every second of my life. I see you in the songs I listens to, and I see you at places we have went to as a couple back then. It brings smiles to my face, but it’s also a stabbed in the heart. It really hurts; it really does. I told you I won’t erase the memories I have created with you, but sometimes, I wish I can.
You’ve made a promise to me at homecoming and I have always wondered if that will come true. I wanted that promise to become a reality, but people says promises are meant to be broken..so I’m scared oppa. I’m scared you won’t make the promise true..but even if that is so..I will do my best to stay by your side. I won’t interfer your life, but I will always be here when you need me. I will always be here if you need a shoulder to lead on; I’ll be here.
Oppa, I love you. Even now, I still do and I think I will never stop..not now; not ever.
by vietyeu