This is what I always wake up to. Who is he? He is my best friend and boyfriend Xavier and this is our love story
I’m in love with you. Are you in love with me too?
I have been so happy lately the smallest things can’t put me down anymore. There is this guy that I have been in love with for a quite a while. I met him around January not quite sure though. But it wasn’t really much. We started talking for a bit and I would only talk to him when I wanted to tell him something or rant. Some friendship right? Well he was pretty busy too and would reply with short answers. But ever since I started talking more to him, actually opening up, he started to open up to me too. It was strange we said we liked each other but I wasn’t sure if it was real or a crush. Yeah we would flirt but we still had people we liked in our states. He gave me guy advice and I gave him girl advice. This sounds so cliche but we became best friends. I think he really opened up to me and we were talking about our ex’s. He randomly started ranting about his to me and started talking more. Yeah we’ve been through a lot. By then we became best friends
He helped me when I was having a hard time with my family and when I talked about guys. We made inside jokes that we were going to get married in the future and called each other ” husband and wife”. I started dating again and I went out with this other guy for a week. Nothing official, just going on dates. When the guy asked me to be his girlfriend I told him sure just to give him a chance. As soon as the guy kissed me, I knew i had fallen for my best friend. We were flirting that night after the other one asked me out. I think I only liked the other one because he reminded me of my best friend. I broke it off with the other one though. Before it even started. Anyways, few months passed and we just became really close where I would always want to talk to him. In June I told him I liked him and surprisingly he liked me too. Of course we would still consider people in our States cause we would never meet right? Wrong. I fell in love with that guy. Even though we talked about how bad it was that we liked each other too much. We’ll just end up getting hurt.
I told him how I i felt the day before I left for the Philippines. I assumed we weren’t going to talk as much, But we actually ended up talking more. Of course I told him it was just a friend love thing. Whatever that meant. He remembers a lot of thing I tell him though. He remembers my birthday, middle name, and a lot of the stories I tell him. He’s pretty much the perfect guy in my eyes. Someone who listens, remembers, talks back to me. it used to be me being the only one to talk to him first. You can see why I’m in love with him. Mr Right. Well This other guy started liking me and I was too in love with my best friend. I told him about it and all of a sudden he was all over protective when it came to other guys. For his birthday I left him a super long birthday greeting, He told me it was his the best greeting he’s ever gotten. I got asked out again and I didn’t know what to do. I ended up telling my best friend I was in love with him. To my luck he’s in love with me too. He asked me out October 9, 2011. He told me I was everything he wanted in a girl. He’s everything I want also. My best friends can vouch for me to that. One of them said ” I sound so much happier talking about him than any other guy”. Yeah distance sucks ass. But I dont care when it comes to him. He’s my soulmate and I haven’t been happier. I love him with all my heart.