I’d be lying if I said every single moment with him was perfect.
We fight. We cry. We mess up. We’re both two very broken people trying to put each other back together one piece at a time. Even though there are a lot of rough patches in our relationship, we also share countless memories that I will never forget. He’s the only person who has the gift of making me feel comfortable in my own skin.
I’ve lost him before and to be honest, it was one of the hardest times I’ve been through. I cried almost every night and some nights I had trouble breathing. I never wanted someone to have that much power over me, but he did. Summer 2010 was when I experienced my first real heart break. I tried to get through each day with a smile on my face so no one would notice the pain I was in. I didn’t want any questions or sympathy. All I wanted was him. Trying to get over him was the worst, but once I thought I did, he bounced back into my life. It wasn’t easy to trust him again, but over the months, I’ve learned how to and now I can’t get enough of him. I’m not sure if I know the true meaning of love or how it feels quite yet, but boooyy do I think I’m close. :)
He’s my everything and I don’t know if I could make it through this harsh world without him.
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