He added my private facebook on February the 14th, Valentines day.. pretty funny right?
We started talkin’ about how we both don’t have valentines or someone special on that day…
I specifically remember us two teasing eachother that we’re lying about not having a valentine..
From then on.. it started growing more and more… I’d talk to him every night starting from Valentines.. we’d text eachother, morning, noon, evening then ring eachother, either on mobile phone or skype.. I’d spend hours and hours goin’ on about completely nothin’ and I’d listen to his jokes and the sound of our laughter.. I’d never spoken to anyone that has ever made me smile without even tryin’ to.. for him.. it just came natural.
At the end of February, I’ve really grown into him, it was surprising coz I’ve never met him in person, I’m not the kind of girl that would just fall for anyone, I’ve been hurt bad before, but there was this aspect of him that attracted me and that was his heart.. he wasn’t afraid of what he felt.. he wasn’t afraid of anythin’.. anyone, he was brave.. he was humble… and slowly but surely.. my feelings grew bigger and bigger everytime we spoke… he gave me this weird feelin’ that no other boy has ever given me.. just thinkin’ about him back then gave me butterflies.. and it remains til this day….
I’m goin’ to keep this short…
but him and I met in Manchester and he came down from a 1 1/2 hour travel from York… it was the first time.. and it will be one of my most prized posessions ill remember forever..
I’ve never loved anyone before.. but he showed me how.. I never thought I’d fall for anyone this hard… then when he had to leave.. at 6:14 pm 16th of April 2011 he held me tight and asked if I would be his girlfriend… He’s my first love, he’ll have a special place in my heart for always..
I’m only 16.. and I already found who I’m gonna marry.. we’re the exact same people.. he’s been hurt before.. never loved anyone.. but we found difference in eachother from the rest.
We’ll be 6 months this October..
Baby, I just wanna let you know.. that no matter how hard things are for you right now.. I’m never gonna leave your side.. I’m never gonna dissappoint you.. I’m always gonna be there for you.. I’m not just sayin all these things.. I’ll do it.. I’ll be right there.. but I can’t do this on my own..
I said I can’t promise to solve all your problems… but I’ll swear on my life that you won’t ever have to face them alone..
I love you so much boo.. you don’t know how much you mean to me.. you mean the WORLD.
16/04/11 -
Charm&+Bryan