Many people ask me, who’s your tumblr url about? It’s about this girl. This girl that I fell so deeply in love with that to this day almost two years after she broke my heart, I still love with her with everything that I have.
And how do I know that the amount of days that we were officially together was 248? Because every day since March 12, 2009 to November 15 2009, I wrote something significant about us. Something that she did that I liked, something new that I discovered about her. Something that she said to me. When we got in a fight. Everything. And on our one year, I was going to give it to her. But that day never happened.
And now, I sit across from her in class, ignoring the fact that she’s still the only one who can make my heart beat faster and slower at the same time. I have let her go, let her live her life. And convinced myself that it’s better this way, she wants to be friends and so we will be. I’m leaving for college in less than a year and so that’s that.
But if one day, she decides that she wants me back, I’ll be there with a blank list, waiting to start a new adventure with her. But for now, all I have is a list of 248 days with her.