“My love,
I don’t even know where to start with this, Sophia. No matter how hard I try, I can’t write down all of my thoughts and feelings for you. There’s way too much to say about you that I can never explain. You’ve become the main reason that I smile every day. From the minute I wake up to the minute I fall asleep, I’m happy because I have you and I’m able to call you mine. I can honestly say that you are my happiness. I feel like I have known you and been with you forever, even though it has only been several short months. I have an indescribable feeling when I have you by my side. I’m pretty sure you know the feeling that I am talking about! It’s a different and unique feeling. Something that I have never experienced before I met you. I love having that feeling when we spend time together. I love holding you close to me. It eases my mind and makes me forget about everything. All I can think about is you. The more time we spend together, the closer we grow to each other. It never seems like it is enough though. It probably never will seem like enough until we are able to spend every single day together. I love how I can be myself around you, and how you can do the same. The one thing I love the most is how I never have to hesitate to tell you what is on my mind. I’m so comfortable with you that I can tell you absolutely anything that is on my mind without even thinking about it. That’s something that I think is really important. I can say that I honestly love everything about you. Your beautiful face, your personality, and that smile that I can never get enough of. Even your voice, your laugh, and that look that you give me. Everything about you and everything you do makes me smile. I’ve realized that I care more about you than myself. I would rather see your smile and have you be happy than me. I have never cared for somebody that much. I hate that I am being forced to leave you, and I know you hate it just as much as I do. Five months without seeing you, talking to you every day, or even being able to give you a hug. This is one of the hardest things that I have had to do. I’ll be the exact same person when I get back. When I do come back, we will have countless memories to make. I don’t want to tell you goodbye, so I’ll just tell you that I will see you soon. The only thing I have to look forward to is the day that I get to be with you again. I love you, babe. I truly do. I wish I could tell you that every night before I fall asleep. We will get through this and I will be back before you know it, I promise. I hope you realize how much you mean to me. You’re my one and only, my everything. Nothing will ever change my love for you. ∞ “
-Alec.
I love you. ♥ 061811 past ∞ and beyond plus two.
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