That guy up there is my ex-boyfriend. I usually don’t do this but this time I need to . I need him to know that I still love him.
We met a year and 2 months ago. He was my sister’s good friend. When I met him I thought that he was cute but didn’t think that I would date him. A month passed and we got to know each other more . We had those cute little midnight conversations. Our conversations would last up to 4 in the morning.
On this one night, he told me that he kind of likes me but doesn’t know what to do. And ofcourse at that stage , I was already in love with him. We didn’t talk much about it after that night.
September 27th 2010 , around 2 pm , we were on OOVOO talking. He was looking a bit nervous and acting weird. I didn’t pay much attention to it until he was saying that earlier on in the day he was talking to his friend about how he felt toward me. He then went on saying ” RAWR ” and i was like ” what ?” . He was so nervous. Then he said ” I love you ” and I was like ” I love you too”
After that , I wasn’t really sure of what we were. So I asked him what we were , were we girlfriend and boyfriend. He then said ” When I told you I love you means we were already together” and I was like ” But I want you to ask me to be your girlfriend” and that was when he asked me to be his.
On my birthday , I went out to a shopping mall with my friend and was there to meet up with him. We met at coffee bean and he gave me a silver necklace with a heart on it. It was so cute :B I spent half of my birthday with him and it was most probably the best birthday ever.
I have more to share but it’s just too long. I just have to say that , Yahya , I love you. I can’t stand seeing you with other girls. I can’t stand not talking to you . I miss you . You are truly an amazing person. I know you’ve moved on and you’re really busy now but once upon a time, I was important to you. <3