It’s Spencer. he was my good friend on twitter. we met like 2 years ago. but we lost contact for like 9 months. I remember the last tweet of him to me is “I miss you girl. thanks for the birthday wish :)”. he can’t be outside that long because he has a heart disease, he should stay at home all day. and i guess i’m the only girl-friend who understands his weakness. and accept him just the way he is. his past, his life, his habits, his insomnia, his everything.
but now look! he’s in a band! he used to like to tell his obsession for being in a band, and now his dream comes true! so proud of him even he’s no longer remember me. I tried to explain about myself but I won’t push too hard, because I ever pushed someone too hard to remember me, and now he hates me. so I just need to leave him alone. it’s sad because I have feeling for him. till now.
he’s a good drummer, I believe that. I ever said to him that I’ll be in his first show when he’s already in a band. but sad :( because of I-never-try-to-talk-to-him-since-his-birthday, he forgets about me and that’s all, I missed his first show. I’m bruised, and scarred.