thankyou for tickling me until i can’t breathe. thankyou for holding my cheeks up so that i’ll smile. thankyou for holding my hand when i got scared in harry potter. thankyou for putting up with me when i got grumpy. thankyou for letting me swear. thankyou for hugging me so hard you crush my spine. thankyou for the cute texts you send without realising. thankyou for driving me everywhere. thankyou for buying me unnecessary items of food. thankyou for taking the piss out of me. thankyou for texting me while you’re watching sport. thankyou for taking me out to dinner. thankyou for having cups of tea with me. thankyou for blowing on my neck. thankyou for saying i look gorgeous even though i don’t believe you. thankyou for singing to me. thankyou for blowing raspberries on me. thankyou for punching me so hard my arm goes dead. thankyou for letting me steal teddy away from you.
i miss you so much, more than i ever thought i could. i’m literally counting down the days til you come home (91). i cry and cry when i get lonely, i can’t even text or call you. if i don’t talk to you for a couple of days i start to get wired up cause i talked to you non-stop for almost a year. the fact that things may not work out between us when you get back (in 91 days!) kills me. you mean the world to me and i want to be with you more than anything i’ve ever wanted, ever. i love you hamish, so much.