his was taken at perhaps the exact moment (or if not, very close to it) that I realized I had feelings for my current boyfriend, Connor. This was back when we were just friends, and we were sitting outside talking to some of his other Berklee friends. I was drawing on everyone, and as I was drawing on Connor, he put his hand on my knee (to make it easier for me to draw) and I got goosebumps. After I’d finished the drawing, I started to draw all over myself. He started talking to the girl next to him. I remember being really confused as to why I felt so jealous of him giving her his attention, and why I felt so happy every time he looked over at me, even if it was just for a few seconds. And that’s when I knew. And I just thought to myself, “Well shit.”