Ken,
Hi. Well, you’re barely EVER on tumblr, but i thought i’d let all of my followers read what i’ve got to say about my significant other. I’ll end up telling you about the post, then you’ll read it & say “Awww babe, you’re so cute. I love you.” (: I know you so well.
So let me just say, you’re amazing, incredible, something sent from heaven. You have changed me so much, for the good not the bad. Even though you don’t think about words before you say them, you mean well. You never mean to hurt my feelings, im just easily hurt sometimes. You treat me like a princess, you give me everything i want… even though its not exactly when i want it, you still get it. It may be a month, a week, or an hour later, but you get it. Its little things like this that make me fall for you more and more each day.
I know im not the easiest person to be with. With all my mood swings, bitchy attitudes… and lets not forget my jealousy. Even though you don’t understand why im like this, you deal with it. God, i wish i knew why. I hate the “its cause i love you” crap. Its not only that, something else lets you tolerate my shit. BUT, i love that… no one else put up with it. You also point it out…which no one ever does. You flat out say, “you’re being a bitch right now, can you stop?” It makes me smile cause you HATE arguing, but i sorta like it. I like making you frustrated, because i know im the only one who can do that. (;
Ken, when im with you… time seems to stop. I get to enjoy the rare time we spend together. I get to stare into your eyes, even though eye contact freaks you out. We get to act like complete idiots together and not have to worry about the other person thinking you’re weird. I can be my complete self and not be judged by you. You don’t understand what a relief in life that is. That’s one of the best things about our relationship. We are lovers, yet best friends.
The other day we got into an argument, because i felt like you didn’t believe in a future in us… but today you asked me where i’d like to marry you. I told you it didn’t matter to me WHERE or WHEN we got married, as long as he’s the man im marrying. It may be silly to some people, since im only 16, but… when you have this feeling that you found the person you’d like to grow old with, you can’t just blow it off. I don’t want to spend my life with anyone else but you. I can’t imagine it. Maybe we’ll break up, maybe we’ll stop talking for a while… but i know we’ll find eachother again, if it happens, and we’ll fall in love just like we were before.
I love you so much Ken. Dont ever forget that.
Your girlfriend,
Karina-Jaylene. <3