Alex James Storrier. I always remember the first day I met you, I turned to my friend and said ” wow, who is he, that smile is just so infectious” and she told me it was Fred. Then had to explain to me he is actually called Alex but everyone call’s him fred. I walked over and said hello and he asked for a hug and I remember saying ” Wow , this boy gives great hugs” . You told me that kept you smiling for weeks. It wasn’t until a night out that truly brought us together. 11-9-10 to be exact. A night out with friends and i didn’t know you would be there. But we ended up spending the whole night together talking and laugh because you had your t-shirt off pretending to be superman. You were my superman. well.. not untill the end of the night when you kissed me before we all went home. We were going stronger and stronger for up until 3 or 4 months in. We started arguing over nothing and it all started falling apart. Then last month it went as far as us splitting up. but just so you know , there’s not a day I go when i regret the first argument. The very first thing that broke us apart. tomorrow which is the 11th I might add would have been our 9 month anniversary. Even though we don’t act like we have broken up and still try to carry on like best friends. It’s just not enough really, is it? And the amount of times you’ve told me it’s killing you , I wish you to know it’s killing me too. So tomorrow. On the 11th. I have a present to you. and that present is. My forgiveness. And the fact I can’t go on any longer with this nagging in my brain. I love you sweet’cheeks. and your the missing part of me i need to go on. Your my sweet perfection. and you are always going to be my Alex the lion. I just hope you know how much I miss you and crave you. I need you back kidd. <3