This is me and my ex boyfriend, George.
We spent the most beautiful year and a half together in his Volkswagon Jetta, under the stars in Astoria park and in various bars throughout New York.
To say we were in love is an understatement. It was unconditional, spontaneous, comfortable, exciting and sweeter than sweet. We brought out the absolute best in eachother every single day.
I will never stop being thankful to this man for how much he has changed my life. He taught me how to love, and accept and help. How to think about someone other than myself. He set the bar for what I will now accept in relationships; he showed me how to value and believe in myself.
I ruined it and threw all I had away, I regret it all the time. But I now understand why we cannot be together and I respect it. I hope that anyone who ever doubts their love for someone seriously considers what their life would be like without that splendid loving person in it before making a decision.
He will be in my heart forever and our memory will live eternally under the Hells Gate Bridge.