I really never understood why God placed us together. There will always be a reason, and that I reason well, I’m still looking for it.
We’ve been apart for 2 months and god-knows-how-many-days already. But even so, we manage to remain close. After all the bullshit we’ve been through, I’m so happy we’re friends — best friends. You know he’s the one when even if the two of you rarely talk, the same spark is there when you start talking again.
I’m not the best girl friend, nor I am his ideal girl friend. But nevertheless, he didn’t give up on us. God has given our relationship so many trials. Like, no one will ever understand. We faced each one together and went pass it. But there will always be things that I’ll have to do on my own, problems I’ll have to face on my own. Probably why we’re not together anymore. God is teaching me to be as strong as you. I never got to tell you this, but you’re the best boy friend any girl could ever have.
And up to now, I’m kinda wishing you’d come back to me. I still love you. I’m still in love with you. It’s suppose to be our second anniversary on May 16. I hope we could make things work from there. I miss you so much — even if we’re best friends. I miss having you for myself. You have no idea!
You are the only guy I took seriously && you will be the only guy, hopefully, in the years to come.
You will always be that one person whom I’ll always be running back to. Whether it’ll hurt me or not.
I love you so much, Kyle. I’m sorry.
by gxbb