I met you at a party. You were just a cute boy, whom I thought had a cute blue polo on. Little did I know, you were also my best friend’s best friend. I guess that’s how it all started? We had class together, but you never really “popped” up, until that party. Meeting you at that party, we flirted a lot. I swear, I remember thinking to myself, you were the cutest thing ever. After that day, I would notice that you were in my class. In my head, I knew we were nothing but just classmates, who exchanged the flirtatious sense between each other. But after, as time goes on, I was wrong. You asked for my number, and then on, we talked.. A lot. I remember wanting to text you, like none other. All I cared about was clicking send after every message. And when I received yours, it would put the biggest smile on my face. We talked, texted, talked on the phone.. Then, it was over five months, you stopped talking me, out of no where. I thought I was crazy, to fall for you, and like you. I thought you knew I liked you, that is why you stopped talking to me. It made me sad, but eventually, I let it slide, and did not care.
A month later, you decided to text me out of no where. Trust me, I was in big shock. I remember feeling like my heart stopped, or maybe, butterflies. ‘Till this day, I do not even know if those “butterflies” were good or bad at that moment, I just knew I was in shocked. I asked you why you stopped talking to much and such. And your reply? “Because I think I like you.” In my head, I was like who the hell stops talking to someone, when they like them. But I guess your reply was that you were scared of me. From the things you heard from other people. But eventually, you realized you can’t stop liking me. I was a nervous wreck. My heart just couldn’t handle it when you told me that. So I made my best friend to ask you if it was real or not. And you weren’t kidding. It made me happy, but at the same time, I was very scared.
Eventually, we started talking again. I remember always feeling butterflies. You were really good at that, giving me butterflies and making me smile, even if it was over the littlest things. As time went on, you decided to ask me out. I swear, I did not see it coming, at all. You asked me out, and gave me a kiss on the cheek, right before I had to leave. I could still feel the warmth of my cheeks when your lips softly touched it.
After, we were a couple. We did what every other couple did.. Talked. Hung out. Cuddled. Laughed. Argue. Fight. And the list goes on. Eventually, I got tired. So many fights and arguments, I let everything go. Including you. During that time, I did not know how I felt. If I regret or not. I just knew, I did miss you from time to time, even though we weren’t together that long. About eight weeks, we were together. After those eight weeks, we were just friends.
After school had started again, we ended up going to a birthday. A few days before that, we were together, and hanging out. I knew then and there, I miss you and I still like you. So at the birthday, I asked you to take a picture with me. You answered yes. I was in complete shocked, but anyways, we took the pictures and by the third one, you kissed me on the cheek. And that moment, I knew you still liked me. And I knew, for a fact, I still completely like you.
After that day, we were together. Not officially, but you can say, we were together. A pair. Again. Finally. It made me the happiest girl alive. Then on, we lasted for a quite a long time. Longer than all my ex’s combined, because you were the one I fell in love with. All this was just our beginning. Our time together, has been more than anything in the world. Nothing can ever compare you, because you were my first love.
You were my first love. My first everything. You were the one to give me butterflies, every single day. You were the one who made me sad, but made up for it. The one that treated me like a princess. The one that would be there for me.. Anytime. Anywhere. The list can keep on going, but in the end, the one that I fell in love with. And I will never, ever forget.
I love you. It has been over a year, and I do think about you from time to time. Maybe more than that, but all I’m saying is that I hope you the best of lucks. And I will always love you, no matter what.
by anonymous