To be truly honest, I’d never thought it would end up this way. I realized that for some, the past only lingers in memories. It takes control of their emotions, they lose their sense of reality, their sense of sanity and their sense of happiness. And it was on this day where everything had set off a chain of events that would lead me to where I am now.
Approximately one year ago, I was heartbroken. The usual young, naïve teenage girl everyone was, it felt like my world was falling apart and it seemed like no one paid much attention to me. I mean, I’m not the type of yell out for attention or constantly have the spotlight on me, but a little attention wouldn’t hurt anyone. It was a couple of weeks ago, when I found out the only I loved had cheated on me. And now look where I am- alone, moping around my house, wondering if I should talk to you or if I should do something. But nothing. I had no one to help me through this. I guess you could say this was my first heart break, and they were right when they say “the first cut is the deepest.” I couldn’t function for the next few weeks, all I could do was think of him. Until one day, when I met the guy who saved me. Who loved me. And who I loved back, but in the end lost.
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