it’s been such a roller-coaster. i seriously do not know what i would do without this boy. we have been through so much shit that it’s unreal. our relationship has had so many ups and downs, because of me, him, his family, my family, friends…countless reasons. but somehow we have managed to pull through, just. he’s the sort of boy i can’t live with and i can’t live without. it’s a vicious circle. but i love him with all my heart. the first boy i’ve been in love with, the first i’ve felt comfortable around, the first for lots of things. and although we have only been together for 10 months, it feels like i’ve known him forever. someone once told me that love complicates everything, and it’s perfectly true. i love you, mattyyy baby.