That guy? He is my ex-boyfriend. And sorry guys, this post is not about our happy relationship or anything
He accepted me for who I am. We watch cartoons together, we play silly games, we talk about anime, cosplay, music, online games and pretty much the most childish things. He’s willing to go out for the whole day and help me shop for shoes, clothes and make up, mind you girls take a hella lot of time just to pick a pair of shoes. He’s willing to wait for me for 2-4 hours just to pick me up from hospital duty or parties I attended without him. He would let me sleep in his shoulder in a long bus ride. He’ll play my kind of music before his when were driving. He takes me out for dinner and would think about what kind of food I’m craving for. He takes care of me, he pretty much spoiled me to make it short.
Our relationship started at a very young age of 15 when we were in high school, we graduated high school together, and went in the same College in different course. Our family and friends rooted for our relationship. We survived hectic schedules, silly fights and here we are..
For 5 years, we thought everything would be okay. We both dream about being husband and wife.
But I guess 15 is a young age to dream stuff like this.
To think back I think its very funny, its like we never grew up.
We broke up 3 months ago, and we look at it as a small step to maturity. We still hang out sometimes, we seldom talk about what happened to us or what’ll be of our relationship. But what the heck, right?
When I was little, I always dream about being a princess. Well, he didn’t only made it real, I also met my prince. Too bad we’re not in our happy ending, maybe not just yet.
We need to go out and meet a hell lot of people, learn and discover more. We both stepped out of the world we built together, a world that was only for him and I. We both needed to be brave and like Dory said of Finding Nemo, just keep swimming.
If faith pulled a trigger, and if this is a challenge given by God to make us both stronger, then be it. If we’re meant for each other, God knows when should we be together, maybe not now, tomorrow, or the next few years. I guess we’ll just go with the flow. I’ll still be the bestfriend for him, I’ll still love him not as my lover but a guy who’ll always crack a joke to cheer me up. We’re almost 20 and believe or not, we still have a waaaaaay long way to go. Maybe when we’re 27 we’ll be able to meet again and say HEY ARE YOU DATING ANYONE? or DO YOU WANNA GO OUT FOR SOME DRINKS? something like that. 5 years is not a long story to be told in the future, but there’s a hella lot of laughs and tears in that said 5 years and I’ll never forget that. This is not good bye yet tho :)