i can't even begin to imagine what you're going through, not only having to deal with running this blog and dealing with some strange people, but also the stress of daily life and whatever is going on with your boyfriend. you're an amazing person, i hope that above all you remember that. and i'm sure you know better than anyone else that you will find someone amazing, whether it be the boy you have now or another one along the way. you've got loads of people that love you and support you through everything. best of luck. you are such an inspiration! love your blog.

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